Mommy McCoy

out with the old and in with the new

2010-06-07T23:35:00.000-04:00

Alright bloggy buds, I'm changing things up a bit. It's out with the old and in with the new! You can now follow this mommy (and I'd LOVE it if you would) at a new address:

http://www.sincerelyaml.blogspot.com/

With All My Love,
Mommy McCoy

Shout Out

2010-05-31T13:48:00.000-04:00

I know that we all have our favorite bloggies that we read on a consistent basis. I have way too many to count! If you have a second today, check these two out:

Rhondie in the Real World
Knox McCoy

Both of these are very special people to me and are killer writers.

The first just happens to be my mama. I'm pretty sure I've got her smile and her love of expression through writing. She's just a heck of a lot better at it than me. Seriously though...read her words today. She loves the Lord and loves serving others. I know you'll be blessed by what she says and her blog will be one that you'll hit up for inspiration pretty frequently.

The next just happens to be my significant other. Yes, he is a guy (a really good-looking one at that) and he blogs. It's a rare thing today with all the ladies that have made it their hobby. But he's good...really, really good. Did I mention he's insanely funny too? God has blessed him with such a gift of working with words. He'll have you belly-up laughing your head off and thinking about stuff you've never even considered. I can't wait to see where the Lord takes this gift. Just wait and read...you'll know quickly he's going big places with it.

Send some bloggy lovin' their way!

Poor Furry Baby

2010-05-30T20:12:00.000-04:00

Six years ago, right before R.K. and I got married, I rescued and immediately fell in love with this yellow lab/Siberian husky pound puppy. Before I knew it, I had convinced my soon-to-be spouse that this furry baby was all we needed to complete our little family. I don't know how I got him to agree. In retrospect, it was a pretty dumb decision to keep him but I'm so glad we were stupid together and brought "Ajax" home.

To say we completely humanize our dog is an understatement. Ajax leads a charmed life with us, but in all honesty, he is a really great dog and is very easy to love. I think if you're a pet owner, dogs especially, you know exactly what I'm talking about when I say that some dogs just have personality. We'll say that this guy is full of it!

He is so sweet and loving. The ultimate cuddle bug. Our family, and most that come into contact with him, love him so much!

He's even a hugger. Yeah, he's that precious.

So, Friday afternoon I leave work to pick him up from the vet's office. R.K. dropped him off early that morning and Jax was scheduled to get a good grooming, haircut (we call it his summer 'do), nails trimmed, anal glands squeezed, (Too much info? Just part of the routine, baby. He'll be so embarrassed that I told you.) and vaccinations. You know...the works.

When I arrived to pick him up, I was surprised to find out that he only ended up getting a bath that day...no haircut. Interesting. Here was the receptionist's exact words: "I'm not really sure how the groomer missed him but she says she just didn't see him and forgot about the haircut."

Awesome. I should probably "forget" that I need to pay her. I mean reeeaaaallllyyyy, how in the world did she just not see him? (My dog being the size of a small pony and all) I was told to bring him back the next morning and that we would get a discount on his haircut. I was a little annoyed but thought no big deal. At least, we'll save some money.

So then yesterday morning, R.K. and I loaded up the baby and the dog. We were going to drop Jax off for his day of beauty at the vet and then run our other errands. I decided to walk him in and while waiting in line to check in, I see that he starts to visibly get a little nervous. Nothing new. R.K. said he acted pretty skittish the day before.

I try to calm him down, and then all of a sudden, Jax started to really panic. He began some head twitching business, drops to the ground and has a full-blown seizure. We're talking eyes rolled back, convulsing, using the bathroom all over himself, foaming at the mouth...it was terrifying to say the least.

Of course you all know that Mommy McCoy hit serious freak out mode. Jax had never done anything like this before. I was afraid of him and for him and stood there yelling for help. Luckily, at this point one of the vets runs over and tries to stabilize him. The seizure ended after lasting a good few minutes and he came to. I decided there was no way I could leave him after an episode like that. We make our way out to the car and he seemed okay other than just being completely freaked out.

Oh, just wait. It gets better.

So, the hubby and I are pretty concerned about him and are positive that the seizure was stress-induced. I mention that I hope he was given his shots the previous day just so we don't have to fool with going back. He needs his vaccinations in order to be boarded while we go on vacation soon. I make a call back to the vet's office and she immediately transfers me to his doctor.

Here's what the Dr. says: "Hi Mrs. McCoy. Just wanted to let you know that Ajax didn't get his shots yesterday. He seemed a little shaken after your husband left. We decided to let him play in the runner for a few minutes to calm down, and when we got him out to do the vaccinations, he started to have a significant seizure. We decided at that point to give him a dose of Valium and to put him on an IV. I didn't feel right about giving him his shots. So, I kept him here because I wanted to monitor him throughout the day. I'm not sure how I missed you yesterday to tell you all of this."

Wow.

I wonder if at any point yesterday she thought "I should probably call this dog's owner." Or "Hey, poor guy is obviously very worked up about being here. Without talking to his owner, let's drug him up with anxiety meds and leave him in a kennel alone while I check facebook." (Cause you all know that's exactly what she did.) There's no way she was keeping an eye on him. Hello! If she was, don't you think she would have noticed when the 80 lb. lab was being escorted out to go home?!

Talk about being ticked. I can promise you, had I known that my dog spent the day before having seizures in that office, that we wouldn't have brought him back to relive the nightmare the very next day. Let's just say that I wasn't nearly as forgiving with the Doc as I was with the groomer the day before.

And now doesn't the poor groomer's story make complete sense? Of course you missed the small pony, groomer lady! He was in the back doped up on Valium and an IV shivering in a kennel probably fit for a chihuahua. While their story still feels like there are lots of holes in it, (I still wonder how the bath fit in there) I swore up and down to Jax that we won't be taking him back there ever again. I just dare them to send me a bill.

Now we're in search of a new vet and some serious puppy therapy for my poor furry baby.

pretty little things

2010-05-27T22:19:00.002-04:00

We're all boxed up around here and things seem pretty busy getting ready for this move. Every drawer, cabinet, closet and room has been sorted through and cleaned out. I'm happy to report that we've discarded lots and lots of excess junk. The little McCoy fam had one heck of a yard sale last weekend. It's funny how once treasured objects can look a little trashy while resting on a table with a 25 cents sticker attached.

I'm just over the stuff. Get rid of the clutter. Less is more, right? When I think about Miss Gracie Mac, I'm seeing simple and pretty.

chalkboard - Etsy find

clean and crisp.

Home Goods - $12.99

a breath of fresh air.

(totally made these. I found some terra cotta pots for a quarter each at a yard sale, slapped on some white paint and added the letters.)

style without the flash.

Speaking of pretty little things, I know I'm way partial but I think he's pretty handsome:

Not the dog, crazy...my sweet little boy that got a big boy haircut today. He's such a hot-natured kid and I knew his sweaty scalp would thank me on humid days like today.

Btw, how pumped are you that tomorrow is Friday and that summer is here? I'm pretty happy!

The winds of change are blowing...

2010-05-03T22:33:00.002-04:00

Be prepared. This is a lengthy post. Consider yourselves warned.

To say that there are lots of things going on right now is an understatement. By the end of this summer, things will be different for my little family for sure. A good different though. I am so excited about the changes and am loving watching what the Lord is doing in our lives. He's up to so much!

For starters, I finished my very first 1/2 marathon two weekends ago. It was such a wonderful experience for me and I am now a firm believer that everyone should add "running a race" to your bucket list. I ran the entire thing too. That's right! 13.1 miles, baby! It took me exactly three hours and sixteen seconds to finish, and while my time wasn't the greatest, my hubby keeps reminding me that I completed my initial goal of running that far without stopping. It feels so good to accomplish what I initially set out months ago to do, because in all honesty, deep down I wondered if I was truly capable of putting my money where my mouth is. I hope that if you are working towards something and maybe you feel ill-equipped to the task that you'll carry on..because you really can do it!

Did I mention my hubby stayed with me throughout the entire race? I still feel bad because I know this pokey-butt held him back from probably having a really impressive time. He'll never know how much that meant to me!

Secondly, WE ARE MOVING!!! Can you tell that I am exceptionally excited about this?

Knox and I are in the process of buying our first home. Meet darling Miss Gracie Mac:

I wonder why I feel the need to personify objects and give them names???

We'll be living in a new city (although only 10 or so miles from where we're currently located). Some people dread the process of a move but we are so ready for it! I love the idea of cleaning out the place we're in now and starting over...a fresh place with new memories to be made. This house is really everything we've been praying and looking for: a great house at an even greater price, the location where we feel led to go, a family-minded set up and neighborhood, all bedrooms upstairs, a flat backyard. Did I mention I'll be close to a Publix? We are crazy over Miss Gracie!

Isn't it funny how the needs and wants of your family change after you have children? I'm flipping out about being near my favorite grocery store and finally having a non-sloped backyard for my child and dog.

Despite our best efforts to make our own plans, we're thankful that the Lord gracefully guided us to Miss Gracie Mac!

Also, you are looking at a new sales rep for the clothing line Kelly's Kids! Just a little peek at the adorable line and products I'll be selling starting in July:

Cute kiddos not included.

I can't even begin to tell you all how excited I am about this! This came at just the right time for me. I've been needing a little something to get my hands into. More than anything, I've been looking and praying about some part-time work and a way for me to help contribute financially for our little family. This is a perfect-fit! Look at those clothes - ADORABLE. They practically sell themselves. The discount and parties with other fun mommies won't be too bad either. =)

So, there's the news! The winds of change are blowing for sure and I've got wide stretched arms embracing every bit of it.

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

Yes Man

2010-04-22T10:55:00.000-04:00

It seems that lately I've been living with my own little version of the movie Yes Man. I'm sure you know what cinematic masterpiece I'm referring to...it's the one where Jim Carrey commits to answering "yes" to everything for an entire year. So, I didn't see the movie but I get the premise. I've decided my Mother's Day gift should be a whole 365 days of "yes's" from the hubby. I like hearing "yes" a whole heck of a lot more than hearing "no." I know you agree!

Well, Rowe-bear is starting to talk and say a little more than just "mama, dada" and right now his favorite is a variation of the word "yeah." I can count on him to say it in response to just about everything and you better believe I'm loving it!

Here's how our conversations typically go:

Mommy McCoy: "Oh look, Rowe! Coincidentally, there's Chick-Fil-A again. Do you think I need a sweet tea refill?"

Rowe: "mmmmyeah"

Mommy McCoy: "Those dishes have been piled up in the sink for a while now. It's totally okay to leave them there for one more day, right?"
Rowe: "yyyeah"

Mommy McCoy: "Daddy told me to buy only the essentials at Target today, but these super cute sports bras are on sale, and I really need them. I should just pick up a couple. What do you think?"
Rowe: "yeeeeee-ah"

Mommy McCoy: "Ughhhhhh. I really don't feel like getting cleaned up this morning. Is it okay for Mommy to wear a ball cap, no makeup, and sweats to run our errands today?"
Rowe: "yeah"

(Now, why can't I look like Brooke Burke when I wear a hat and sweats????? Maybe Rowe should start telling me "NO" to Chick-Fil-A more often! Ha!)

Mommy McCoy: "Are you Mama's boy forever?"
Rowe: "oyeah oyeah"

Gotta love a man that tells you exactly what you want to hear! =)

Just one more mile...

2010-04-19T21:52:00.000-04:00

Race day is almost here! On Saturday, I'll finally be running the half-marathon that I mentioned in this post. These past few months have been such an incredible journey of self-examination for me. I think the Lord is constantly reminding me that nothing worth doing is easy. We (Mommy McCoy included) often think a task or process should be effortless, and if it's not...well then completion just isn't worth doing. The truth is...the things that matter the most in this life involve the hardest work - the blood, sweat, and tears!

I ran ten miles on Sunday (without walking or stopping - yeah!) and it was one of the most physically challenging things I've ever done. I remember thinking to myself, "Just one more mile...one more step! Keep going! You can do it!" Oh how my legs ached and I wanted to quit so badly! Yet, I kept on!

We are truly capable!

I think the Lord is showing me this too. He's created us to be and to do so much more than we ever thought possible!

I am very nervous and anxious for Saturday but I am ready to go and give it my all! The Lord is doing so much in my life and in the lives of my family. I'm excited to hopefully come back with a great race day report and then to share some other wonderful (and some sad too) changes He's making! I am confident today more than ever that He makes all things good!

For the handful of you that I know who are also running the 1/2, I'm cheering for you! May the Lord give you strength and endurance as you fight the good fight, finish the race, and keep the faith!

Dreamin' bout the Beach and Lovin' lil Picasso

2010-04-12T01:54:00.000-04:00

This weekend I played solo parent to Rowe-bear while Knox went to The Masters with a friend. It was a nice and beautiful weekend, but unfortunately this girl spent most of it at the computer working on way too much homework. I am glad my man got to escape reality and all, but let me tell you, Mommy McCoy is ready for a getaway herself...

Must. have. sand. Must. have. sun. MUST. HAVE. BEACH.

I'm going through major withdrawals.

I am trying my hardest to plan a beach trip for every month of the summer, and so far May and June are checked off the list. Any takers for July and August? I ~~promise~~ can try to be a light packer. =)

We had one rainy day here this week, and for the first time I got out the finger paints for little man. He still puts everything, and I mean everything, in his mouth. Turns out that Crayola's Washables are no exception:

My little Picasso

"Art isn't art until someone says it is."

Now that is art.

Stalling

2010-04-06T10:42:00.020-04:00

I'm stalling right now. Big time.

I have such an unbelievable amount of homework to do. It's ridiculous. I keep hoping that my powerpoint presentation and three-inch thick resource journal will just complete themselves. Not too much to ask, right? Maybe the laundry will throw itself in the dryer too, and my mop will feel the need to stretch its legs and wipedown dinner leftovers that somehow made their way to the floor. (Thanks, Rowe)

I'm pretty sure that's why I have a dog. Although, what does that say about the dinner I cooked if even the dog doesn't sniff at the remainders? Hmmmmm......

I'd like to be her today:

Ya feel that?

What would you get done if you had some Samantha Stevens' magic or the EXPECTO PATRONUM abilities of Harry Potter? You better believe those ten miles that I am supposed to run in the next two weeks would be accomplished, and they'd be easy as pie.

A girl can dream.

I'll leave you with a little bit of Rowe for the road. Here are just a few pictures of him in his Easterly attire. Looking at these makes me want to twitch my nose and freeze time right where it is. He is such a big boy! It's hard to believe that we're at seventeen months today, and yet, it seems like just yesterday that we were bringing home a tiny newborn. It goes by so very fast! Maybe I can postpone him growing for just one more day...

Happy Tuesday!

A Reunion (of sorts)...

2010-04-03T13:11:00.003-04:00

How would you best describe your nest?

I would say my home is:

inviting

well-decorated (hopefully)

full of pictures

and dog hair

While I'm not proud of and am constantly cleaning up the furry remnants that my dog sheds all over the house, I love that my walls are covered with photos from over the years. I have always loved taking pictures. I really enjoy capturing beautiful moments and memories here and there and displaying them in the place where we nest and rest. I love walking through my house and having a photo take me back to a special time in my life.

For the past couple months, I've been on a little bit of a picture-taking hiatus, and it's because ~~stinker pot Rowe~~ someone broke my baby. This baby:

Now, I can't really and completely blame my small someone, because good ole' Mommy McCoy is guilty of leaving the camera alone and defenseless on top of the counter (with the strap hanging down no less) in perfect range for the reach of little go-go gadget arms. I'm sure you can imagine the shrieks and shatters Miss Nikon made when her lens and body smashed on my hardwood.

Yeahhhh, it wasn't pretty.

After a couple hundred dollars later (awesome)...Miss Nikon being shipped for repair to and from The Big Apple...and a new memory card, my old friend is back in business and safe in my arms...and definitely kept far away from baby's. Now, I am ready to get to snapping sweet pictures of my even sweeter little family!

I've got big plans for Easter pictures, and they might include little boy saddle shoes and an overload of pastels and monogramming. I'm excited, but I can promise you my boys won't be.

Happy Easter!

"...And life is worth the living, just because He Lives!"

Come on, Get happy =)

2010-03-14T23:01:00.010-04:00

We all love talking about the little things in life that make us smile. So here are my happies:

I stole this idea from this wonderful little prego mommy!

having a freshly mopped floor. I have a toddler that is in the throwing food stage (We are trying SO hard to break this!) and it seems like the hardwood is always sticky gross. So when I finally get those floors squeaky clean, I am a happy girl!

the colors white and yellow

when R.K. wears his glasses. He's a cutie!

sweet tea from Chick-Fil-A. I think I might have a problem with this one. Let's just say I'm currently addicted!

visiting antique shops. My sister is my absolute favorite person to do this with. She has a great eye and there's nothing better that finding vintage treasure!

having a date night with my man. Especially when we can get in a movie. We love going to the movies!

finishing a big run and the sense of accomplishment and major sweat that come with it

bird nests. I love seeing them outside in the Spring and now using the theme to decorate my home. Love it!

when baby boy runs up just to hug me. How could this not make your whole day?!

Panera. Panera. Panera. I could eat there for every single meal. Seriously. I've finally gotten the hubby hooked on it too. Woohoooo!

snail mail. My mailman probably thinks I'm crazy. I swear I wait and almost meet him at my mailbox daily. I love getting goodies in the mail and sending them too! My mom, Grammie, and Gigi send the best!

floral sundresses and skirts. They're perfect for the new upcoming season. I'm all about looking cute but comfort is priority!

Twilight. Talking about it. Thinking about it. Rereading the books. WATCHING THE TRAILER FOR ECLIPSE. Because it's out! There's my little gift of happiness to you. =)

Please tell me, what makes you happy?

Mama wants a brand new bag.

2010-03-09T08:47:00.011-05:00

It's funny how everything changes when you have a kid, and you can't really understand that until you have children of your own. I know all you new mommies out there are totally nodding your heads in agreement on this one. I can't even imagine how things change after adding another baby to the family!

I think we'll all say that it's a wonderful transformation...a big one...but wonderful no less! The biggest thing I've noticed about myself is that there are many things that used to be important to me that just aren't anymore.

For instance, before Rowe came around, I was the handbag

No, I mean, I really was. Really. I had so many purses...a beyond ridiculous amount honestly.

Now that little boy McCoy is around, this is my handbag:

Pretty sexy, isn't it? I'm pretty much one step away from mom jeans.
I remember walking into school one day during my last few months of teaching. I was extremely pregnant and sporting a new cute bag on my shoulder. A friend and coworker of mine said, "Enjoy those pretty purses now! After that baby gets here, you'll be rocking a diaper bag." I laughed and probably agreed, but in my head I remember thinking, "That poor girl! Her baby ate all her style." Now, I've pretty much sold all my bags and bought different things for my angel. I guess Rowe baby ate up my style too. =)

Anyways, I've been thinking lately that it's just time for a new diaper bag/purse. A springy and simple one. I've been looking for a cheap variation of this bag:

So cute and completely functional. Love it. Want it. Need it.

So how has being a parent changed you?

2 Years Ago 2day

2010-03-08T11:20:00.018-05:00

Go ahead and scream now. I know...it's ugly. If this picture alone doesn't convince you that you need a yearly flu shot, then I don't know what will.
Two years ago, today, I found out that I was prego with little Rowe baby. Two years ago! It's hard to believe that it's been that long, but I remember that day (and I know I always will) just like it was yesterday. I was just getting over the wretched, wretched flu. From my picture you can probably tell that it completely kicked my butt. Because it did. I don't think I knew that Knox was going to include that scary face of mine in a photo with my positive test or I might have smiled or something. Maybe even looked a little joyful. The truth is I was completely soaring!

I love seeing that faint little second line on the test. Even though I had low hormone issues in the beginning, you can tell just by seeing those two little lines, that God had created life in my body. It's such an amazing thing when you think of all the changes that a woman goes through internally and externally when she carries a baby. It truly is a miracle!

And two years later, today:

16-month-old Rowe baby napping. Finally napping.
Our God is so good!
(By the way, you all should feel very honored that I'm letting you view such a terrible picture of me. I must consider you dear friends, my blogger buds. =))

Little Lemonhead

2010-03-02T15:07:00.009-05:00

Here is a little video that I took of my Rowe-bear a couple of weeks ago. I gave him a lemon after breakfast, and normally he loves and eats them up (especially when we're out to eat), but in this video you would think otherwise. Isn't it funny how your child has this great way of making you out to be a liar? He may be a little stinker but he knows how to melt this heart of mine! Just watch that little face light up when I say "Dada." So cute. I don't think there are enough words to express how much I love this kid.

We had some snow this morning, and even though it was so beautiful, I know I am accurate in saying that the entire McCoy household is over the cold and beyond ready for Spring.

Even this guy is dreaming about the sunshine!

Thankfully, things are supposed to warm up this weekend. I've been purging my house of all the junk and clutter in preparation for a big two day Spring yard sale, and yes, I'm very excited! I love getting rid of stuff and starting new. It feels SO good!

Speaking of new...

My hair was ready for Spring too! I had a good five to six inches cut off, and talk about feeling good! I needed a new look big time. Now it only takes me five minutes to blow dry my hair instead of fifteen. Long hair is SO overrated!

May I mention that my home is starting to look SPRINGALICIOUS? Here are just a few new signs of life around the house:

Can you tell I am stealing some style from this lady? =)

Happy Tuesday!

A Clean Slate

2010-02-17T20:47:00.029-05:00

It's set in, and I don't like it...not one bit.

I think you all know what I'm talking about. It's the one thing that grabs your mind and takes hold of all that positivity, all those lofty goals, and the big dreams that you have for yourself.

Yep, you've got it. Doubt.

Friends, I just got home from running with hubby, and I am feeling so discouraged and majorly doubtful tonight. I felt like I was making so much progress running, but this week I've hit a brick wall. I was up to four miles, but tonight I could barely get out two. I'm not sure what my problem is. It's been like this the past two or three days, and I am becoming seriously worried about my half marathon. What if I can't do it? Am I in way over my head?

These are the fears and words of insecurity that keep creeping into my mind. I've been reminded by several wonderful family members and friends that nothing worth doing is easy. This is supposed to be hard, but I have to fight the good fight, finish the race, and keep the faith! I think I can...I think I can...I KNOW I can! I just know it!

Very, very off topic, but I am all about some chalkboard decor right now. Check out these little beauties:
I am thinking that my kitchen desperately needs these!
Pottery Barn
I love to find great little online treasures. I bought these for my back porch. Won't they make the perfect planters for some bright yellow Spring flowers?

Faded Plains Vintage Inspired Living has lots of great finds!

And the last is another great find on Etsy! My fav! Love those inspiring words!

Tomorrow is a new day, right? Thank goodness I get a clean slate! Thursday will be about starting fresh and new. About trying again. It's time for another shot. My head is up and I'm trucking on, friends! I've got a race to prepare for!

Remember, tomorrow is your clean slate too!

P.S. - Please check out my man's blog. His words will make you laugh, I promise.

If You're a Bird, I'm a Bird.

2010-02-13T20:47:00.020-05:00

***Sigh***

Noah and Allie, you had us at hello!

Talk about the greatest and my all time favorite love story of all time!

"So it's not going to be easy! It's going to be really hard; we're going to have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you everyday, forever. You and me everyday."

"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what I hope to give you forever."

I love you, Valentine.

Mr. Rowe-bot

2010-02-12T17:00:00.006-05:00

a.k.a. The Love Machine

has something to say...

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Wreaths, Love, and a Spoonful of Patience

2010-02-10T15:50:00.030-05:00

I've been getting my craft on again lately. My sister-in-law sent me this picture of a Valentine's wreath. It's kind of like the book page wreath I made at Christmas time except for its clean crisp book pages were cut into tiny hearts.

Don't ya just love it?

I thank Flower Patch Farmgirl for her beautiful inspiration!
I played copycat again and made my own version. I decided on using some pretty paper and ribbon from Michael's. I am such a sucker for the Valentine's Day colors.

The finished product:

And a close-up look:

Not to toot my own horn here, but I think that I have a knack for wreaths. They're my absolute favorite type of home decor. I have many seasonal ones that I've purchased from different places here and there, but I think I'm going to stick with making my own from here on out, and who knows, maybe Etsy can help me make a lil' money while trying.

Speaking of wreaths, I found this really great Martha book for super cheap at a local used bookstore:

She really makes everything look beautiful, doesn't she?! I don't know that I'll have quite the Martha touch, but I am really excited to give them a try!

Knox and I have been visiting a new church recently and we really like it. The Pastor (probably like most right now) has been doing a wonderful sermon series on love. I've enjoyed hearing his words of wisdom and have thought a lot about the way that I show love to others.

We all know the verse in 1 Corinthians: Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

The part in the verse above and the Pastor's most recent words about a patient kind of love hit me right between the eyes. This love quality is one that I struggle with the absolute most and especially lately. If you know me well, you know I have always had a short fuse. In fact, there are entirely too many stories out there about me losing my cool one too many times. Patience has so much to do with pride and selfishness, and as much as I hate to admit that I am an impatient person, I am probably a really prideful and selfish person as well.

Since several of my blogger buds are keeping it real and being honest about things they are struggling with, I thought I should expose the real Mommy McCoy. We all can appreciate a little honesty, right?! So here goes: I need to remember God's patience, and then demonstrate that to others. All others and at all times. I need to revise my perspective and make allowances for others' faults, because the good Lord knows, I have too many to count!

So, that's where I'm at today. Learning how to take deeper breaths. Learning how to show that much more grace. Learning how to love a little more like Christ.

Here's a little clip of some Rowe-bear goodness for ya. My dear friend in Cali (who I miss like CRAZY) taught this little tune to us, and it's by far our favorite song to sing. Hope you enjoy!

(I make no apologies for my munchkin sounding voice and for the fact that my son is chewing on a lotion bottle. Whatever it takes to keep baby patient while diaper changing!)

I want to stop...

2010-02-05T22:46:00.011-05:00

and thank ya baby.

I just want to stop

and thank ya baby.

How sweet it is to be loved by you!

You're On My Mind...

2010-02-04T11:02:00.017-05:00

1) treadmill

Thank you so much for the amazing workout last night. With your help, I ran four miles without stopping and it felt amazing! Four miles (even at a snail's pace) feels like such an accomplishment, but I still have my work cut out for me. I'll see ya again this afternoon!

2) Spring
I can't wait for you to get here so I can:

Plant some of these:

Wear some of these:

Be outside in this:

While it being just me (This pale girl really needs that sun!)

and

Warm weather, get here soon!

3) Hubby

I am so excited about our date night tonight! Looking forward to spending the evening with Y-O-U. I don't tell you this enough, but you make me so happy.

4) today
I'm thankful for you!

Guess Who's Back

2010-01-21T22:12:00.016-05:00

Have ya missed me, people?
For all those who have, I'm baaaacccckkkkk in action!
Mom says since I don't like to sleep a whole lot right now that I should catch up on her blogging for her. She's been busy with chasing me around, taking a night class, organizing the house, and running like Forrest. Did I mention that she's been cooking too?! I KNOW, RIGHT?! I was just as shocked about it as you are. She made a side of some mean maple glazed carrots last night, and I loved 'em, and I don't eat veggies. Ever.

So all's well around the McCoy household. Mom says I'm shooting up like a weed, and that she can't find enough to feed me these days. My ears have been feeling a whole lot better too, and that's probably why I want to consume so much. Making up for lost time, ya know? I am saying "Mama" and "Dada" on command now which just about sends the parentals over. They get pretty excited over the littlest things. You should have seen them when I started walking. Good gosh all mighty.

Mom thinks my teeth are finally peeking through. She keeps telling me that's probably why I don't want to rest at night, but really it's just because I'm too awesome for sleep.

Do you think this guy ever lays down to catch some z's?

Point made.
Speaking of heroes, don't tell Dad, but I've decided for now that Mom is mine...

Even if she has some serious static in her hair and sometimes forgets to wipe the food off my face.

=)

Repeat, Repeat the Sounding Joy!

2010-01-04T21:36:00.025-05:00

Here are some pictures from this year's Christmas. What a wonderful Holiday Season it was!
Christmas Eve:

Rowe was sick on Christmas eve but was the best sport when it came to taking pictures. Thank you, my Christmas angel!

Like that Santa hat? Monogrammed by yours truly. =)

I pray he knows just how much I love him.

We always spend Christmas Eve with my side of the family. We missed the Christmas Eve service this year at church with Rowe being sick. Nolan, my brother-in-law, read the Christmas story to the children at the service. I'm sure he did a great job. A picture of Rowe listening to him would have been adorable! Maybe next year.

Here's Naunie bringing out his new wagon and presents.

He loved his wagon. We couldn't get him out of it!

Here is my beautiful sister and her wonderful hubby. Love, love, love them!

My adorable parents with Rowe baby

Christmas morning:

One of the greatest gifts I've ever received

Opening presents with Daddy

Unfortunately, I don't have many pictures from Christmas morning or from the rest of the day. Rowe accidentally broke our Nikon digital camera a couple of weeks ago, and we are using my old Kodak digital while waiting on the Nikon to be repaired. It's kind of a pitiful camera and kept dying on me all throughout the day. Talk about frustrating! Atleast I got a few photos of that darling boy in his adorable Christmas pajamas. That's a big tradition that Knox and I have done since we got married. We wear matching pjs to bed Christmas eve and then sport them Christmas morning. This year's theme: reindeer!

After Christmas morning, we always head to Knox's parents' house for a big yummy breakfast. This is one of my favorite traditions. The kids make it really fun too. Definitely never a dull moment with these three!

Play time with Will and Lorelai
This is as good as it gets when snapping a photo of them, but even their backsides are pretty darn cute if you ask me. Lulu bought them all matching pjs to wear. Love it!
The best of all gifts around any Christmas tree: the presence of a happy family all wrapped up in each other.

Thank you, Lord for blessing me with another Christmas spent with my two boys and wonderful family. I am overwhelmed with a thankful heart as I look at these pictures and think of you and your Son...the greatest Christmas gift of all!

Repeat, repeat the sounding joy!

Sweet tea was a baaaaad choice.

2010-01-03T23:47:00.026-05:00

Since my last post I've actually slept a little bit. Knox let me catch a nap today (Thank you, love) and it was so glorious. I saw on t.v. just this week that naps are best for you when they're only about 30 minutes long. Sounds like crazy talk to me. Supposedly, you don't rest well at night if they're longer than that. Weeeeell, let's just say that my little snooze was about two and a half hours long.

Oops.
I don't think that sweet tea with dinner helped matters either.

Imagine Mommy McCoy like this:

definitely wired. probably hyper. and maybe a little squirrely.
I'm getting lots done though. It's amazing what you can accomplish when hubby and child are asleep!

Next on the agenda:
I need to find a dress for a fancy evening wedding that's coming up the end of this month. Okay, Okay, I don't need a new dress...I want one. There's probably something already hanging in that closet of mine that would work just fine, but I think I am always looking for an excuse to buy a new and fun party dress! =)

This girl is wanting something simple and sophisticated. I found this one at a new site that I really, really like:

Shabby Apple

Classy lady! Can you see it (minus the gloves) with some black tights and strappy heels?

Maybe hair curled with one side swept up in this:
Forever 21

I really love the red lips too. What is your opinion on red lipstick? I think it kinda scares me. I tried it once and ended up resembling Bozo the clown. Definitely not a good look for me.

Anthropologie
What about this dress? I could add a little something chic to go over it. I adore Anthropologie, but along with the first dress, this one's a little too pricey. I need an inexpensive dress, accessories, and suggestions! Help me, blogger buds!

Well, I'm off to go organize a playroom. I'll have to post pictures and blog about that another day. I've also got to put more pictures of my doll baby boy on here. He got a haircut on Saturday and looks too cute and grown-up for words. 14 months tomorrow!

I'm really outta here this time. On tomorrow's to do list: Stay away from a daytime nap and sweet tea!

I've Lost It...Officially

2010-01-02T10:44:00.012-05:00

Let me preface my story with this: My child still has a double ear infection and is still not sleeping. Baby not sleeping = Mommy not sleeping. You get the general idea.

I've hit the point past exhaustion, people and have officially lost my mind.

Yesterday, my parents took Rowe and I to Atlanta. My dad wanted to hit up his favorite golf store and I'd been dying to visit this place:

a.k.a home decor heaven

We were meeting at my house and about to load up the car. My mom was toting Rowe and said, "Hey, get a bib for your drooly son." I hustled to the cabinet, grabbed my favorite hedgehog one from Target, and went to put it around my boy's kissy little neck.

Instead...

I tried to snap it around my mother's neck.

Did ya get that?

MY MOTHER'S NECK.

Good ole Rhonda cackled at me immediately and said "You think maybe ya need some sleep?"

She's right.

And I need my lost mind back too. If you find it, please return it to its rightful owner!

Yabadabadooooo for New Shoes

2009-12-27T00:45:00.011-05:00

Thank you for such wonderful responses to my last post! I feel really encouraged and the tips were very helpful.

Knox and I went today and got fitted for some running shoes. He defined his perfectly arched feet as "just plain awesome" and walked away with some Asics. I, on the other hand, have feet much like these guys:

You know the kind: square shaped. flat. zero arch. It turns out that Saucony created just the shoe while keeping feet like good ole' Fred's in mind.

Isn't she a beauty?

My match made in tennis shoe heaven! Talk about light and great arch support! My feet have never felt so loved.

Now that I can mark good running shoes off my to do list, I am using the rest of this weekend to clean house (We completely took down all of Christmas today) and get organized, and then training starts on Monday! I'm pretty pumped.

Let me mention this before I hit the sack. We had such a wonderful Christmas this year! I will get some pictures up soon. My poor baby felt pretty rotten though. Along with recovering from his double ear infection, he caught a cold (terrible runny nose and cough) and ran a temp off and on all day Thursday and Friday. 'Tis the season to be sickly I suppose! I think we are finally at the end of it all. He is starting to seem like his old self again. Thank the Lord! Anyways, little man was spoiled big time by both sets of grandparents. It's so fun to see your parents go crazy over your child. He is such a loved little boy, and we are blessed indeed.

I hope you all had a Merry Christmas!

Running (or maybe lightly jogging?) the Race

2009-12-23T21:19:00.022-05:00

My mind is already racing ahead to 2010. Seriously. I'm jotting down my lists of to dos and definite not to dos for the following year. I really love making goals and then feeling the satisfaction of checking items off one by one. It's the most gratifying rush of accomplishment that there is, but my problem is...I don't always mark those objectives off. Oh yes, I'm fantastic about saying I'll do something. I go strong and hard for a short period of time, and then I stop dead in my tracks. "Best intentions" could definitely be my middle name.

Not anymore.

See this? Yep, I'm running the Music City Half Marathon (13 miles for anyone interested) by my hottttt hubby's side come end of April...

and I'm absolutely terrified.

Let's just make one thing very clear here. I am no runner. I started to run a little bit in the spring with a friend of mine to lose the last bit of my baby weight, and at the most, I probably got up to running two miles on my own. Now don't get all excited. This was 3,520 yards (sounds a lot better in yards, doesn't it?) of me gasping for air and in painful agony with each and every step. I absolutely hated every single second of it. Doesn't that sound pathetic?

But, I am going to do this marathon.
It's time to push myself to do something that I really don't want to do...to force myself to work hard and to reach higher than I think I can go. I want so badly to prove to myself that I am capable of doing something like this...to motivate myself to complete one of the hardest things I'll ever physically do. Can you imagine the fulfillment of crossing that finish line...of being able to mark it off my list of to dos? I can't freaking wait!

Alright, my running blogger buds, this is where you come in. I need your help. Desperately. First of all, I need you to tell me that you didn't start by running thirteen miles a day. That maybe you started out like me...a girl with a crazy running dream that could probably only physically handle a good mile. I am asking for training tips and anything that might help me out in the following months. More than anything, I need your accountability!

I'll leave you all with this. Lissa (whom I might possibly have a woman crush on), at Humble Pie, just recently ran a half marathon. Here is her story, and if you have time, the video montage that her husband made for the completion of her big race. Be warned. You will cry and be inspired.

I was so touched that I'm stealing her scripture for my very own:

I have fought the good fight.

I have finished the race.

I have kept the faith.

Trust His Heart

2009-12-23T14:51:00.006-05:00

These lyrics from a Babby Mason song have been on my mind all day for a grieving friend. Just thought we could all be reminded.

I'm praying for you, bestie.
SITG

God is too wise to be mistaken
God is too good to be unkind
So when you don't understand
When you don't see His plan
When you can't trace His hand

Trust His heart

Life and Lemons

2009-12-17T15:01:00.014-05:00

When life hands you lemons,

make lemonade.

The McCoy household has been a little down and out for the last couple of weeks. It all started with a nasty virus that made it's mark with fever and severe muscle aches. (I was really lucky to have escaped this one.) Next, Rowe was hit hard with some bad congestion and all the little joys that come with growing baby teeth. We thought we had seen the end of it all until our guy came down with a fever on Tuesday. Come to find out we have another double ear infection on our hands. Sweetie boy McCoy seems to be very prone to getting them, and I've learned to almost expect it after getting a new tooth or recovering from a stuffy cold.

My poor angel has been running a high fever, won't eat (luckily he's drinking), is sleep deprived, and did I mention he probably has some really wretched pain and pounding pressure in both ears?

Yet, he sweetly smiles

and laughs.

(meanwhile sporting some really awesome rock star hair)

There is always something to be learned from our little ones.

When life hands you lemons, make lemonade.

James 1:2-4: Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.

Jolly Ole Rowe and St. Nicholas

2009-12-15T19:47:00.013-05:00

Sweet, isn't it?

We took Rowe for his very first visit with Santa this past Sunday. Their meeting just didn't happen last year. Our sweet baby was barely over a month old, and I was just too darn worried about having him out...especially in a packed out mall where the germs are as prevalent and scary as the gazillion shoppers that carry them. This year, we braved the mall with toddler boy McCoy (who by the way has FINALLY started walking), and hopefully, the experience started a great beginning to many other Santa encounters to come.

I loved the way that Rowe grinned and pointed at the red suited big guy. It was like you could hear him saying (kinda like Will Ferrell in Elf) "SANTA! I know him! I know him!" Rowe definitely liked Santa from afar, but I was a little worried about lap time. Rowe turned and stared for just a minute and then smiled big for the camera. Picture perfect!

Doesn't it make you so sad when you hear about families that don't do Santa? Now, don't misunderstand me. I, along with my little family, believe this yearly season is about a whole lot more than just Santa, the gifts, and the stockings.

Our children will always know that it's about honoring the birth of our Lord and about celebrating the night that He came to this earth as a little one. They'll be reminded of how God takes care of His children just as He took care of young Mary and Joseph on that cold winter's night. They'll rest assured in God's promises and love, because He sent His son.

A good friend of mine always did a birthday cake for Jesus on Christmas Eve with her family along with reading the Christmas story out of God's word. I plan on starting that very same tradition.

Christmas is such a time for children! It's a time to be young and to enjoy the magic of the Holidays. We will definitely do Santa, and I can't wait for Rowe to be old enough to get really excited about him. I'm not wishing this time away for sure, but I really can't wait! By looking at the picture above, maybe jolly ole Rowe will be a Santa fan for a really long time.

Fingers crossed! =)

Challenge Accepted

2009-12-10T06:14:00.020-05:00

I have been thinking this post out in my head ever since Rowe turned one. Like most new parents, I think the past year of his life pushed me to do some definite reflecting of my own. I have several things that I've been rolling over in my head. This is merely the first:

Let me start this off by saying, I never knew just how much I was going to love having a little boy. I grew up with just one younger sister, and I think she would agree with me when I say we were (well, still are) just about as girly as they come. I didn't really play sports, (well, there was an attempt at softball in middle school, but we'll leave it at that) and to this day, I have to really motivate myself to watch a ball game with my man.

I'll admit that the idea of a little boy terrified me at first. My mom and I both agreed: "What are we going to do with him??" That sounds horrible, but little boys were just so foreign! He arrived, and you other moms know that feeling...simply smitten. I didn't care that I was absolutely clueless when it came to little boys. I was going to figure it out...and do it quick.

I knew in my heart that it didn't matter what he was going to grow to love or to be, but that I was going to be right there with him. If that calls for my involvement with dirt, bugs, or discussing the defensive strategies of Bill Belichick, (you're welcome, Knox) I'm there, and I'll be right there rolling in the mud with him.

The other day I heard someone discussing what a huge responsibility it is to raise a little boy, and I couldn't agree more (not that raising a little girl isn't equally as important as a job). It's up to us as mommies (and daddies too) to teach honor and respect and to show how a true man is gentle and kind.

As long as I can help it, I can promise that Rowe McCoy will always open doors for the ladies! I truly hope that we'll raise him to love the Lord first, and that one day he'll be leader of a household and family who stand up for what is true and right.

It's a lot of pressure on us too, Mommas! It's our job to be classy ladies (because we all know there's not a whole lot of class left in this world) and to demonstrate and be the kind of woman that our boys will one day want to make their wives.

Good grief. Here come the emotions again.

What a load though, right?

In the words of Barney Stinson:

"Challenge accepted."

Paw-ty Details

2009-12-08T10:09:00.018-05:00

I am FINALLY getting up the pictures from Rowe's 1st Birthday Paw-ty that I promised about a month ago.

I am a details girl for sure! Here are all the little things that made his day perfect.

The doggy decor:

The main banner: "It's Paw-ty Time!"

The banner for the cupcake display

Mmmmmm! Chocolate and yellow cupcakes! I wish I could say that I made the cupcakes, but I didn't. =( I should have taken a better picture of them too. They had polka dots and paw prints on them. Very cute!

Little man's birthday bib. Etsy created this for me. (Isn't Etsy the greatest?) I am dying to learn how to sew! Wouldn't it be nice to be able to make these types of things for your very own little family?!

Here's the banner for Rowe's high chair. It says "I am 1!"

More birthday signs

A special frame with even more special signatures

Puppy hats for the little ones! I found these at Oriental Trading.

Bone cookie party favors

When I look back at all these pictures, it makes me feel very tired! I spent a lot of time and energy on all the small details for his big day, but I am really glad that I did. It was such a wonderful party, and I think I'll always remember and feel good about how everything came together in celebration of Rowe's first birthday. They are only one once!

Be on the lookout for pictures of the people that made his day memorable and photos of the birthday boy himself!

Copycat

2009-11-27T22:21:00.010-05:00

I am officially finished with the two Christmas projects I mentioned in my last post. I had so much fun copying these craft ideas and then adding my own personal touch.

Here's the ragamuffin garland:

I think I envisioned it being a little fluffier and maybe a little messier, but this one will work for now. I added some of my gold snowflake ornaments for a little sparkle. See that handsome green plaid material? Yep, that was one of Knox's old shirts. Sorry, Love! I promise you won't even know it's gone.=)

Now to my book page wreath:

I am really crazy about this one. It took me such a long time to make! I am so pleased because it turned out so nicely and was very inexpensive to create. Seriously...all I bought was the styrofoam wreath and ribbon! I like it so much I may just leave it up forever...ya know, maybe be one of those crazies that keeps up Christmas all year round?!

Speaking of the holidays, I just have to show this picture of my Christmas angel from last year. Look how little he is! It's amazing how much he's changed in a year, but you can still see that same precious little Rowe.

Love him. Poor little guy has had a fever and has been pretty pitiful all day long. We don't know what's up. We're thinking maybe his one year molars are cutting through. He's had such a hard time with teething, and I've heard the molars are the worst. I'm praying he'll rest well through the night, because we all know, if baby don't sleep, Momma don't sleep!

I'm off to bed! Before I go, check out the next item this copycat is working on:

Pottery Barn, I'm coming after YOU!

Oh Boy

2009-11-15T03:00:00.011-05:00

It's 3:00 a.m.

I woke up extremely nauseated. We're talking extremely.

I know exactly what you're all thinking, and I promise you it's not possible.

However, it could possibly be the
rotelfruitsweetteapigsinablanketchickentendersandcrabdip
that I scarfed down at my Dad's 50th surprise birthday party tonight.

Or..................

No...there's no way.

Absolutely. Not. Possible.

Let's talk about something else. Shall we?

I am putting out our Christmas decor tomorrow. I can't handle it anymore. If I have to look at my pumpkins and fake fall flowers for one more day, I am going to hurl. Seriously.

Please look at this fun Pottery Barn advent calendar! Rowe received one as a birthday gift from Papa Mac and Lulu.

I think it was really a "Thank-you-for-keeping-our-grandson-alive-for-a-year" gift for Mommy and Daddy instead. I've decided that's what first birthday celebrations are really about anyways - Hoooooray, everyone made it to one! BTW, I haven't forgotten the fact that I must post pictures from the paw-ty very soon. We had such a blast!

Just a little preview of my sweet, sweet birthday boy:

He's adorable, and so are these new stockings I am so eyeing...

*sigh* Just another Pottery Barn holiday decor item that I am adding to the wish list. I don't know that I can stomach paying $39.00 per stocking when we need three. Maybe I'll check Ebay.

So, I've been getting a little crafty again. I found two really great ideas to steal for my Christmas decor while blog browsing the other day. Here are my two favorites:

Ragamuffin garland - I've used lots of green, brown, and ivory ribbon and fabric.

Book Page Wreath - This one is taking me forever!

Talk about cute, cheap, and oh so easy! That beats out expensive stockings any day of the week!

And there's little Rowe! *sigh* again. He's up and ready to party. Did I mention it's now 3:45 a.m., and I can smell a poopy diaper from here?

Here comes that nauseated feeling again. Oh boy.

My Sonshine

2009-11-04T20:25:00.000-05:00

I am feeling a little overwhelmed with emotions right now. My baby boy turns one tomorrow...which can't be right. It feels like I just took a breath and the first year of his precious little life has come and gone.

November 5, 2008 - Here he is just moments after his grand entrance:

My sister sent this picture to me a couple of weeks ago. We don't have very many photos of him right after he first arrived. Labor and delivery were both insanely long, and I think everyone was just so excited and relieved when he finally came that no one even thought about grabbing a camera. I know I'm very partial but isn't he beautiful? Poor little guy went through a lot on his big day. You can see the marks from the forceps on that sweet little head. He was my little trooper for sure.

I know the quality of this one isn't the greatest, but I really love it. It captures everything about those first few moments that I remember: all Rowe. The rest is a blur, but there he is. My perfect and precious son. My sonshine.

I know...it's another fuzzy cell phone picture, but please look at this growing little boy!

And here come the tears...

That's all I feel like saying for now. I am sure I'll have more thoughts as the week and weekend go on. Knox and I are celebrating our little man tomorrow, and then it's time to PAW-TY on Saturday!

:)

Bad to the Bone

2009-10-25T15:46:00.000-04:00

Good news...

I finally finished up the dog house for Rowe's birthday party. I mentioned seeing one several months ago that I thought I might copy for my sweet boy's special day. Here's the look I was going for:

And here's MY finished product! What do you think?

It's bad to the bone if you ask me. :) I am thinking it will make a great photo background for party pictures with Rowe's family and little buddies.

Now, what's a post without pictures of my angel?! Here he is modeling his new dog toboggan (my most recent Etsy find).

Speaking of Etsy, did I mention that Rowe's birthday shirt is too small? I am very sad. I requested a size 18 month t-shirt and instead received a 12-18 month bodysuit. No good for Mommy's thick-bellied little boy! Luckily, I was able to send it back and receive a full refund. I think I've found a better alternative though (and at half the price). You'll just have to see it when I post party pictures. Only 12 days away!

Great night and week ahead: Bible study tonight, painters coming tomorrow and Tuesday, Rowe's first Halloween. (SO excited!) Hope your week is wonderful!

One Night Away

2009-10-16T08:05:00.000-04:00

Last night, Knox and I got to sneak away and enjoy some time together. We went to see the Kings of Leon in concert (a very early bday gift for my hubby) in Birmingham. We really liked their show and enjoyed spending our evening listening to this band of brothers from Tennessee. The lead singer has a really amazing and unique voice. It has a gravelly and soul-filled sound to it that's just as good live (if not better) than the recorded stuff. There were moments that I got super tired and wanted to rest my feet (I might as well be 85) but I am so glad we went.

I think I actually had more fun people-watching before the KOL hit the stage. I was amazed at what some people were dressed in - girls and guys. Knox and I would try to trump the other in unbelievable outfit finds. I can't get over some of the things people actually leave the house wearing. You all know exactly what I am talking about too. The trends today are so tight-fitting, short, and just wrong!

I am already starting to get really worried for future teenager Rowe.

Speaking of Rowe, I miss him. I had such a hard time resting last night. I thought about him sleeping, wondered if his teeth were still hurting, hoped he ate enough at dinner...Did I send the cream with Mom for the spot on his face? Did I pack socks and his jacket? It's supposed to be cold today. Is he wondering where his Mommy and Daddy are???????????????

I remind myself that he's with Naunie and in great hands, and that one night away, is good for everyone!

Knox and I will head back this afternoon. We've got breakfast planned at Cracker Barrel with Gigi and hubby (The pancakes are already calling my name!) and then a little shopping to do. Apparently, there's this big birthday coming up. :)

It's a "Paw-ty" in the U.S.A.

2009-10-13T14:38:00.000-04:00

Thank you, Miley Cyrus, for helping me come up with a title for today's post. I don't know why but I like your song. It's catchy.

Moving on...

I am giddy with excitement because Rowe's Puppy Paw-ty is just a few weeks away and this arrived in the mail today:

Yay!! His birthday bib and shirt! Oh Etsy, once again you've produced another really adorable item for my even more adorable son. I'm hooked on you.

I am envisioning a white and orange button-up underneath his brown tee, rolled up sleeves, and cute tan cords to match. What a little stud muffin that birthday boy will be!

Here's a little peek at the invites. Thank you, Paisley!

I've ordered the cupcakes and Rowe's own cake. (Sugar Jane, I've heard you are breaking from baking for now. Disappointed but understand.) The decor is purchased and made, hot dogs are chilling in the freezer, (got them super cheap with the help of coupons and Publix's B1G1F) invites are done, and "Paw-ty" music and hats are ready.

It's definitely coming together and I've done it all while still remaining in the "Paw-ty" budget. That part wasn't so easy, but let's just say I've managed to stay out of the doghouse. :)

Cutest Pumpkin of Them All

2009-10-11T16:12:00.000-04:00

Earlier today, Knox and I took Rowe bear

to have some Fall fun here:

We made friends with the baby farm animals

and stretched out our legs in a wide open grassy spot.

We took some photos with our favorite boy

and shared a laugh or two.

We made our way to the patch of pumpkin perfection

and found way too many to choose!

But I think we ended up coming home with the cutest pumpkin of them all.

Just a month away...

2009-10-08T11:41:00.001-04:00

In just a little less than a month, my sweet baby boy will be a year old. How in the world is this even possible??

Here are his pictures from Monday. Diggin' that hat? I sure am.
(I think he looks SO much like his Daddy in this picture!)

Who needs makeup OR sleep?! I've got a proud momma's joy instead.

I absolutely adore overalls on little boys, and Gap Kids has some super cute ones!

Check out that toothy grin and his little dinosaur teeth! He currently has six chompers.

Here's the latest on Little Mr. McCoy:

- He's over the jars of baby food and I mean OVER them. Don't you dare get them out. Open the lid? I don't think so. If you even dream about sticking a spoon in that sticky substance to stir...

Okay, okay. So, I might be embellishing a little bit. Imagine that. But the truth is, H.R. really wants to feed himself. I am trying my hardest to get creative and remain healthy with his diet, but it's very hard. My happy little eater who once ate anything and everything is quickly turning into a dairy-carbaholic. Trust me, I get it. But I'm sorry, Rowe...as much as you want a grilled cheese for breakfast, lunch, and dinner, it's just not going to happen.

- No walking yet. Just some cruising from furniture piece to furniture piece. Knox claims that he stood up on his own (No hands attached to anything) the other day. I hope this big milestone comes soon. My carrying arms are so very tired!

- His sleep is all over the place right now. Some nights it's through the night and others he's up at 4. Naps are the same too. Most days I can get a morning and afternoon nap out of him, but lately it's just been one really long nap during the day. I am constantly telling myself just how important it is to be flexible when you have a little one. Just when you think you've got your kid completely figured out, he/she switches it up.

One day at a time, Mommy McCoy...one day at a time.

- Rowe's favorite things: Mickey Mouse, toast with grape jelly, his beach ball, yogurt, the t.v. remotes, walks with Mom, his blue sippy cup, rough play with Daddy (Knox scares me TO DEATH when he plays with him!), bananas and grapes, his passy, bath time, car keys, and Gerber puffs.

The big #1 will be here before we know it!!

A Little Behind

2009-09-30T09:41:00.001-04:00

Little man at nine months...

I apologize for the blurry pictures. Each month's pictures get harder and harder because Baby Boy McCoy is on the move!

And then at ten months...

The ten month pictures were a reeeeaaaal treat. Rowe did a nose dive off his red chair and I caught him with one hand while balancing the camera in the other. The Inspector isn't the only one with go-go gadget arms. :) I am convinced that mommies grow these too during pregnancy.

11 months on Monday!! :)

Just a Really Good List

2009-09-30T09:27:00.000-04:00

45 Life Lessons You'll Never Learn in School
Submitted in Matters of the Heart

1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

12. It's OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don't worry; God never blinks.

16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind..

17. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.

18. Whatever doesn't kill you really does make you stronger.

19. It's never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don't save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ''In five years, will this matter?".

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30. Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn't do.

35. Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36. Growing old beats the alternative -- dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood.

38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42. The best is yet to come.

43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

44. Yield.

45. Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

Celebrating Fall

2009-09-23T21:37:00.000-04:00

"Autumn is a second Spring when every leaf is a flower."

Fall is full of all my favorite things:

pumpkins. candy corn. the reds. the yellows. beautiful burnt orange. scarves. ugg boots. chilly weather. warm drinks. caramel apples. the falling leaves...

Just like the trees let go of their leaves, maybe Fall is a new chance for us to shed some things too. Like Spring, I think it too is a new beginning. An opportunity to take a second look. To rake things up a bit in our lives. To be so thankful.

It's not turkey time yet but is anyone else feeling thankful? I'm right there with ya. We all have so much in our own individual lives to focus on and be grateful for.

Thank you Lord for life! May I truly never take it for granted.

Did I mention that this sweet darlin' has a Fall birthday coming up?? A big first birthday. Just another reason I looooovvveeeee this season. :)

I wanted to show a picture of my latest Fall decorating project. I stayed away from mums this year. Knox says that plants scream bloody murder when I walk by. It's probably true. I tend to assassinate all things green, and so, I stuck with pumpkins and artificial flowers. I am very happy with the end result!

A look close up...

I think pumpkins make for very pretty pictures!

I'd love to hear how you all are celebrating this new season AND maybe see some fall decor too!! :)

Sunny Yellow Playroom

2009-09-17T20:04:00.000-04:00

I was noseying through blogs earlier today, Spearmint Baby to be exact, and I ran across the most adorable playroom...

Sunny yellow. I LOVE yellow, and this playroom is perfectly precious in every single way. Knox and I have decided to make some cosmetic changes to the house, and our upstairs computer room is going to eventually be a playroom. YIPEEEEEEE!!

I have big dreams for this room.

Think I might copy this one and make it my own!

Little Mr. Woodchuck

2009-09-02T09:36:00.000-04:00

We have a new development in the McCoy household, and it's one this mommy is not so proud of.

My child has morphed into a woodchuck...

It's true. Oh he's still cute and cuddly Rowe, but now, Little Mr. Woodchuck gnaws through wood like it's his favorite meal.

BUSTED in action! The evidence...

Underneath that clear protector is Rowe's chewed up crib. OH YES, my friends!

Now as teething goes, I expected this guy to shred through some of our household furniture...

But my sweet baby boy? I wasn't prepared for this. Luckily, Babies-R-Us has dedicated a small little wall of problem solving products for other crib chompers like Rowe. "There are MORE of you????" I wanted to ask.

In our second visit to Babies-R-Us, (That's right. We tried another product that he's already worked through.) we found the clear tape-like protector that will hopefully do the trick. Fingers-crossed!

My, oh my. I've heard there's much worse to be eaten. I won't hold my breath.

By the Head of Hilton

2009-08-19T09:46:00.000-04:00

Our little family just got back from the beach. We went to Hilton Head again with another couple (Ian and Amanda Fowler - We love you guys!). We had a really great time! The weather wasn't the most ideal, but we enjoyed lots of good food, some time on the beach, lounging by the pool, a little shopping (Hilton Head has the GREATEST T.J. Maxx known to man), relaxation time, and lots of laughs! Here are just a few pictures from our week:

Okay, sooooo it was more than a few. :)

Swinging + Swimming = Smiling

2009-08-05T17:18:00.000-04:00

Swinging and Swimming. They're the perfect summer daytime duo, right? Rowe seems to think so.

I was feeling a little down yesterday. It's back to school time, and I'll admit I'm a little blue about not returning to teach. Sooooooo, Rowe and I left a very messy house behind and spent some time in the great outdoors. Talk about the perfect pick-me-up! A sweet tea from Chick-Fil-A also helped to do the trick. :)

Anyways, here are a few pictures from our day. Daddy McCoy joined us after work for a swim. We miss him so much during the day!

My baby boy turned nine months old today. I'll get the new month's pictures up soon.

Look at this little man! That smile makes my whole world go round!

Rowe's To Do List

2009-08-03T22:13:00.000-04:00

- Play with my favorite toy while wearing only my snazzy diaper

Check.

- Look for my dog, so I can bite him

Check.

- Scratch the biting. Whisper a secret into Jax's ear

Check.

- Be super sweet while I patiently await lunch

Check.

- Eat some macaroni and then wear it on my face

Check. Check.

- Grow some more teeth and show 'em to Mom

Check. Check.

- Have Mom capture it all on her cellphone

Check.

5 Years

2009-07-26T22:55:00.000-04:00

I had the most wonderful weekend! My hubby stole me away for two glorious days and took me to Nashville to celebrate 5 years of even more glorious matrimony. We had SO much fun being just the two of us.

Although we REALLY missed our baby boy, (So much in fact that much of our conversation was about our precious son) I am a firm believer that your marriage, the foundation of a family, needs much attention and investment (especially after kids). After having a child, I think more often than not one's spouse becomes low man on the totem pole. I don't think it's something that happens on purpose. You get so busy pouring into and taking care of your little one (your newest priority) that it's very easy to forget about the importance of investing in one another. I think I've especially been a little guilty of this, and I know that Knox and I both needed the time away to reconnect and to just be with one another. Our weekend was so wonderful, and I am so thankful for the time that we had together!

Now, I have to take a second and brag about how wonderful my man is! If this type of thing annoys you, then feel free to stop reading! :) Friday morning he surprised me with several amazing anniversary gifts. Simple and sweet.

A delish pancake breakfast (my fav), yellow roses, a book I've been dying to read, and a great card. (probably the best part of all)

I love that I didn't have to tell Knox what would make me smile the most on the day we celebrated five years. I love that we have so much history together, that he knows me like the back of his hand, adores me anyways :), and that we are still loving and learning together after all these years.

R.K., you know I've been head over heels for you since sixteen and still am. I look forward to another five years with you and to a lifetime of living, loving, and learning.

I can't wait to see what else our love grows! :)

A Birthday "Paw-ty"

2009-07-21T15:37:00.000-04:00

Ohhhhhh man!

I have been thinking and planning lots lately for Rowe-bear's big first birthday party.

I know, I know. Let's go ahead and put it out there...

I completely realize it's more than three months away.

Originally, I was going to throw a "ROWEdeo" party, but since my little one seems to have a slight obsession with dogs, we are now planning a "Puppy Paw-ty" instead. Adorable, right? I am very excited!

I have been browsing the internet like crazy and found a few cute ideas here and there. Today I ran across Whimsy girl and loved the fun and crafty ideas used in her daughter's "Paw-ty."

Here, take a looksee!

I am thinking the homemade dog house is a must. Wish me luck!

Eight Months and Life is Good!

2009-07-15T16:02:00.000-04:00

I have so much on my mind right now, but I don't know that I really feel able to put it all into words.

I'll try my best.

I think this about sums it all up:

I am feeling better than ever physically (For those of you that know about the issues I've had with healing from Rowe's delivery) AND am enjoying this little life more than ever.

Now don't get me wrong, I loved every moment spent with my sweet newborn baby Rowe, but there is nothing like seeing the beginnings of your child's emerging personality and watching him come into his own the way that Rowe has. This kid is so much fun!

This is it, people! I mean, it really doesn't get any better.

We've hit the eight month mile-marker, and I can't even begin to wrap my head around the fact that my little boy is closer to a year now than being an infant.

Rowe, here are the things I am seeing from you (and loving) at eight months:

- I just adore your "puppy love" for dogs! It might be the cutest thing in the world when you crawl after Jax and giggle as you bury your head in his yellow coat. I know he hides from you now, but give it time, sweet boy! He'll be your best friend soon enough!

- You are a pro at crawling and are working hard on pulling up to stand. What a strong boy you are!

- I think you are having some texture issues when it comes to eating time. Don't worry, I'll have Naunie steer clear of mashed potatoes for now. ;)

- Your ears are finally clear of all infection, and I am so glad! I hate when you are sick, Rowe. It just breaks my heart!

- You are babbling lots, but I can't make out too much of your gibberish yet. I've heard "Mama" is pretty easy to say. Maybe you could try that one out first? I'm just saying.

- I am beginning to see a teensy tiny temper in you. I hate to think that you might have gotten this one from me. :( I promise we'll work on it together.

- You've recently just started to hold your bottle on your own. All I have to say is, THANK YOU!

- I believe that your top two teeth are almost in. I know teething is rough stuff, but hang in there!

I love you and can't wait to see what you show me this next month!

No shoes, No shirt, No problems.

2009-07-01T11:05:00.000-04:00

Poor baby Rowe has been fighting a double ear infection for two weeks now. I took him back to Dr. Crabtree yesterday morning, and sure enough, the right ear is still infected. He started a new antibiotic and some ear drops. Hopefully, we will have a healthy baby again very soon!

This morning, Rowe woke me up with a nice little gift in his diaper and crib. I believe a poopy bomb went off in his pants in the wee hours of the night and then fired out the back of his diaper.

I'll spare you the pictures.

Did I mention that antibiotics can cause diarrhea and diaper rash? I think I can thank his meds for my stinky surprise and Poor Rowe's raw little booty.

But look at that face...
Rowe, I'll clean up your dirty diaper mess any day of the week!

We got little man freshened up and his bedding in the wash. I didn't even bother getting him dressed for breakfast. I mean really what's the point of clothing anyways?

I think we can all agree: No shoes, No shirt, No problems.

Sunday's Paper, Please!

2009-06-15T21:46:00.000-04:00

We spent the end of a relaxed Sunday stretched out on a blanket in the front yard. We ate dinner, and then I let Rowe play with some toys while I clipped some coupons for Monday's morning trip to Publix. Rowe decided what I was doing looked like a whole lot more fun. He spent forever entertaining himself by gumming on and shredding the paper.

And I ask myself, "Why do I bother buying toys?"

"Rowe, please smile at the camera with your mommy." My grumpy face after multiple attempts

Daddy jumped in to help. Ahhhh finally a picture with my little boy!

Father and Son :)

Random Ramble

2009-06-12T02:10:00.000-04:00

It's late. I just got my kid back down to bed. I think he thought we should have a slumber party at around 1:30 a.m. I respectfully declined.

I am feeling a little restless and not at all tired, and so, a little blogging I thought I would do. I've got a bowl of Multigrain Cheerios in hand (Isn't cereal the best late night snack there is?!) and I am in the mood to random ramble.

You've been warned.

1) I was at a good friend's house the other night and used one of the most amazing Bath and Body products ever! It was a hand soap from their Aromatherapy line - Tranquil Mint.

Knox and I ended up going to the mall tonight, and I also fell in love with B&B's Eucalyptus Spearmint. I purchased two hand soaps for my bathrooms and two candles. (one in each smell) Bath and Body is running their semi-annual sale, and so, I bought two and got two free! Now my bathrooms and hands will smell SO FRESH AND SO CLEAN, CLEAN!!

2) I am ready to put our house up for sale, but the idea of all the work we have to do to get it buyer ready is daunting! We need major paint touch ups, screened porch repair, landscaping work, to clean out the basement, to pressure wash...

The list goes on and on.

If we ever do sell, I do have a dream house in mind. I love the farmhouse look. A white farmhouse with a big wrap-around porch. Maybe a pool in the backyard...

I should probably KEEP ON dreaming!!!

3) Is anyone else school girl giddy about the next Harry Potter movie coming out???? I am counting down the days! In fact, I've started to reread the sixth book again. I've forgotten SO MUCH! If you're a fan, you know this will be a sad movie in which we lose another great character. :(

Here's a little something to look forward to though:

OH yeah! :) :)

Okay. I think I am done. But before I go...

"Goodnight!" from Rowe

Lucky Number Seven

2009-06-08T16:48:00.000-04:00

We're lookin' at seven months, people. SEVEN MONTHS!! And I've got seven things to share about little Mr. McCoy:

1) HOUSTON, WE HAVE A CRAWLER! A creeping army man crawler to be exact. And it's ADORABLE!

2) His little bald spot in the back is full of thick light hair now. We have officially said goodbye to the days of the Rowe-hawk. His rocker blonde streak (that he's had since birth) is still hanging around too. Would you know that people seriously ask me if I highlight his hair?! Unbelieveable.

Rowe thinks it's pretty dumb too.

3) An apple a day does not keep the doctor away! We've finally confirmed, after weeks of an on and off again mystery rash, that Rowe gets majorly itchy from apples! We've also determined that he has super sensitive skin overall and that apples are a definite allergy offender. I hope for his sake it's something he outgrows!

4) Big Boy McCoy is fiiiiinnnnnaaaallllllyyyyyyy in his crib upstairs!! Yeahhhh, yeahhhh, yeahhhh!!!!! He LOVES it and is back to sleeping through the night. Praise the Lord!!! I wish that I would have taken everyone's advice (and gotten him up there) sooner, but I think moving your baby to his/her own bedroom is another something you must do when you're ready.

5) He has two little chompers now! Thank the Lord I am no longer nursing!!

6) Rowe loves, loves, LOVES dogs! The little sneaker is always a sneakin' after poor Jax's tail. Jax still ignores his little brother for the most part but pays much attention to the Cheerios that he drops on the floor.

7) Big Boy McCoy is a tank! Weighing in at 21 pounds and 10 ounces! My seven month old looks like he ate a seven month old! BUT he is healthy, happy and loving life! What else can this crazy mommy ask for?!?!

I hope month number seven is indeed a lucky one! I spent month six trying to find my lost wallet and keys and then backed into my husband's SUV! I tell ya, my mind is in a constant state of "mommy mush!" I thought this got better after you had the baby! Mine has gotten WORSE!!!!

Anyways...cheers for another month of little Rowe's precious life!

6 Months with Studio D

2009-06-08T11:47:00.000-04:00

We finally had some portraits made of our sweet baby boy at six months. I am beyond impressed with the images that we received. Studio D's work is just beautiful! Talk about true art! Here are a few of my favorites:

Showing Mutual Respect

2009-06-03T08:44:00.000-04:00

Knox emailed me the most wonderful devotion for this morning. I was so blown away (and majorly convicted) by it. I thought I would share:

Showing Mutual Respect

Husbands, in the same way be considerate as you live with your wives, and treat them with respect as the weaker partner. (1 Peter 3:7)

And the wife must respect her husband. (Ephesians 5:33)

A man told me recently that he rarely cusses. When he does cuss, it’s only in front of his wife.

A woman speaks with courteous hospitality to her boss when he calls her at home. When she hangs up, however, a fusillade of angry criticisms pours forth for the extra work he wants done.

In marriage we can find the most relaxed relationship on earth. We feel a comfortableness with our spouse like no other—an altogether wonderful state. Unless we guard ourselves, though, we can wound the spirit of our mate. As the saying goes, familiarity breeds contempt.” We must strive to show each other respect.

There are two problems for the man who cusses around his wife but no one else. First, the quality of our character is most revealed in little things, not big things. Christianity finds its truest test in traffic, when the car breaks down, when an appointment suddenly cancels at the last moment, and in the confines of marriage. Our spouses will decide if Christianity is true for us based upon how we live when we think they don’t notice.

We may think of ourselves as altogether righteous. We think, If I can’t let off a little steam with my mate, where can I? The problem is the report the other spouse would have to give. How we are behind the tightly drawn curtains of our own private castle is how we really are. By taking his wife for granted, the “cussing husband” has shown a lack of respect for his wife and damaged his Christian testimony with the very person for whom he has the most responsibility.

The second problem for this husband is that there must be nothing in his behavior to make the wife stumble in her faith. Another example will further illustrate. A friend was to play in a golf tournament for his company. The sponsor, however, had hired the scantily clad waitresses from a local bar to act as hostesses. His wife was deeply disturbed and didn’t want him to play. This man cannot simply ignore her concerns and tell her, “I have to play. It’s business.” He must treat her with considerations and respect as the partner God has given him.

In this case, they had a wonderful opportunity to study the Scriptures together to determine their mutual responsibilities and, also, to build more trust into the relationship. To do less is to take each other for granted and fail to show mutual respect. Incidentally, he decided not to play after all.

The husband and wife are to respect each other, not take each other for granted. The respect she renders is like awe or reverence (not, of course, in the same sense as she would revere God). The respect he renders is esteem of the highest degree, dignity, and honor.

Marriage magnifies imperfections. In the intimate space of marriage we must be alert to represent our Lord to each other. Marriage is the most important place to live for Christ. We must do nothing to make each other stumble. We must not assume our spouses understand where we’re coming from when others raise our ire. Don’t take each other for granted.

DISCUSSION: Both answer: Do you act “un-Christ-like” around your spouse? In what ways? Why do you think it happens?

APPLICATION: Talk out the areas in which you take each other for granted. Commit to be more self-aware and to live like Christ before your mate, not just your acquaintances.

PRAYER: Either or both, as applicable:

Lord Jesus, I confess that I have lived an overly casual life before my mate. I have mistakenly thought that behaving in a Christ-like manner wasn’t as important in my marriage as in other places. I can see that I was wrong. Help me to live with integrity before my mate. Amen.

Farewell to First Grade

2009-05-30T06:57:00.000-04:00

Me with last year's class on Pumpkin Day

Me with a pumpkin-sized belly a year later

I closed the door on one amazing chapter of my life on Thursday.

I taught First Grade at Yates Primary for two and a half great years, and I was blessed to be able to take one lengthy-sized maternity leave after I had Rowe. My last day with this year's Mighty Munchkins was October 31, and I had the rest of the school year to spend time with my boy before having to return to a new set of students in August. It was a great plan, but from the day I left, I wrestled with the idea of going back in my heart and mind.

I couldn't decide.

There was this very large part of me that wanted to stay home for good. Just like the Lord leads you to make any decision, I felt His call on me to make that sacrificial choice for my family.

But...

There was this other part of me that feared being at home. I thought "I can't do this all day. I'll go crazy!" Surprisingly, I am not really the domestic type. I am far from the housewifely goddess that I feel like most stay-at-home mommies are. I hate to cook (Although I am not terrible), and my house, no matter how hard I try, always seems hidden under laundry and dog hair.

Teaching, on the other hand, is something that I do extremely well. Now don't get me wrong. I am not a fan of self-promoters, but it's fair for me to say that I worked really hard and naturally did a good job with every aspect that came with being an educator. Even my classroom was spic-and-span!

I had a heart for the students and parents, adored my first grade team and co-workers, kept a very organized and colorful classroom, planned fun and engaging lesson plans, expressed my creativity in all the ways that I loved, and worked diligently for an amazing boss at the perfect school. It was the ideal set up. I often wondered "How can I walk away from this?"

Then...

This perfect little angel came into my life.

The thought of leaving him during the day devastated me. I didn't want anyone else to do the full-time job that I knew full and well was what I was supposed to do.

Who cares that my house isn't in perfect condition all the time?! Who cares that I can count on one hand the number of meals that I know how to make?! The fact of the matter remained the same to me. I couldn't go back to First Grade. I had to be at home with my son!

So, Thursday I did what I knew I needed to do. With big tears in my eyes, I told my boss that I wouldn't be coming back as a full-time teacher next year. It was very hard and definitely emotional to pull the trigger, but once I did, I felt complete and utter contentment. Ever since Thursday, I haven't questioned my decision at all. What a weight has been lifted off my shoulders! There is nothing like worrying over a decision for months and months but then feeling the Lord breathe His perfect peace over you when it's all said and done.

Knox and I are still praying about me working some part-time hours (which would still let me be with Rowe during most of the day) or even working some from home. Either way, I am confident that it will work out the way it's supposed to. The Lord always resolves things just the way they should be, doesn't He?!

I don't feel like I can say everything that I have without mentioning this: If you do work away from home full-time or even part-time, that doesn't make you any less of a full-time mom. I have to say that I have many friends that balance careers and being mommies at the same time, and I am so impressed with how they do it all AND do it well! I know I would struggle! It's all about doing what is best for your family, and I can't speak for anyone else's but my own. What I have said above are my own opinions about what the best option is for the McCoy clan.

I truly believe that it's time, as stay-at-home mommies and working mommies, that we get off each others' backs and unite in full support of one another's decisions for our own individual families. We are all, no matter what the circumstances, just trying to do the best that we can!

So farewell to Yates Primary and to First Grade! What true blessings you have both been in my life. There is no doubt in my mind that I am a better mommy because of my small time teaching with you, and hopefully one day, I'll be a better teacher because of my experiences as a mother. I feel confident that the Lord will bring me back into education one day, and what an honor it would be to come back to Yates!

No More Lion Around

2009-05-20T08:54:00.000-04:00

Just a picture or two of Baby Boy McCoy sitting up so big! He has a few wobbly moments and topples over here and there, but overall, his balance is great! I am still having a hard time grasping that my little one is as old as he is! Everyone says the time flies by. They sure aren't lying!

Baby Face, you've got the cutest little baby face
There's not another one could take your place, Baby face
My poor heart is jumpin', you sure have started somethin'
Baby face, I'm up in heaven when I'm in your fond embrace
I didn't need a shove, 'cause I just fell in love
With your pretty baby face

Cousins

2009-05-11T18:01:00.000-04:00

We got the McCoy/Jackson kiddos together to take some pictures for Lulu's Mother's Day gift, and the pictures turned out really cute! These are three pretty adorable babies!

Little Miss Sunshine :)

Three very different and completely unique personalities

I think they'll be good friends.

Along with being very happy, Lorelai is busy! She's like a little hummingbird, and Rowe, well, he's as bear cubby as they come.

Wild man Will always on the move :) Laura tried to bribe him with a handful of crackers and candy, but he wasn't buying it!

Oh, tell me, please tell me, is there a trick
to get cousins to sit still, even real quick?
One giggles, one wiggles, one tugs on another.
One crawls, one tickles, then they pile on each other.
At the end of the day, when all's said and done,
taking pictures with cousins, is way too much fun!

Half a Year

2009-05-06T15:48:00.000-04:00

Here is Baby boy McCoy at 6 months! Half a year...Holy cow!

My sweet, sweet little one...

Just to update, here are strictly the facts - Rowe is eating solids and loving it. He even eats his greens! I am way proud of my happy little eater. He laughs like crazy and is a rough and tumble boy all the way. He loves to be thrown in the air and bounced around. He is inching and scooting himself on his belly towards toys or anything that looks like it should be in his mouth. He is finally in his bath ring and enjoys the water more than anything. He is teething like a maniac and has a little chomper already. He is no longer sleeping through the night. Saaaaddddd times. I am convinced it's the pain from his teeth that's waking him. That teething is rough business!

Still growing. growing. GROWING!!

I got behind for a while. Here are his 5 month pictures. You'll see why the delay. Rowe was apparently really unhappy about turning another month older! :)

"Here's what I think about your dumb pictures, Mom!!"

YAY for Laughs :) :)

2009-04-29T18:48:00.000-04:00

We can always count on that Knox McCoy to make us chuckle! Here is Rowe laughing it up at his Daddy. Not sure what noise R.K. is making, but Rowe enjoys it nonetheless!

BTW, I promise I am going to blog and play catch up REAL SOON! This clip was just a must!

Egg Hunting

2009-04-05T22:20:00.000-04:00

Early Friday morning, I burnt one amazing cd for the road, grabbed a mocha from Starbucks, and booked it to Bama. I had an appointment with my best friend and an egg hunt to attend.

Only, we weren't looking for pretty pastel colored Easter eggs.

Oh no.

We were looking for different eggs. Future Baby Ginn eggs.

You see, my best friend (Mrs. "Coach" Ginn), has been wishing, hoping, praying, and waiting on a sweet Baby Ginn for a long time. The Lord had placed within her the beginnings of life twice but decided that these sweet angels were far too precious and needed them with Him.

I remind her that when she goes to Glory to be with Jesus, she'll have two little ones waiting for her. What a sweet thought, but I imagine nothing can be as sweet as holding that God-given life in your very own arms here on this earth.

So, my bestie and her husband continue to wait on God.

They felt the Lord move them into the direction of fertility treatments, and these were started several months ago. She was on Glucofauge for several months with no success and then began a more aggressive form of treatment, Clomid, two months ago.

We all know that most women ovulate one egg during each monthly cycle. Clomid is a fertility drug that stimulates the body to release more follicles (eggs) each month, and therefore, increasing the likelihood of one becoming fertilized. Clomid also increases one's chances of becoming pregnant with multiples. :)

(I put a smiley face there because I am wishing for twins and often tease her of triplets!)

So, I drove to Alabama this past week to go to one of her sonograms. During these, her "McDreamy" doctor (Her words not mine!) searches to see how many eggs she should release at ovulation. Thus the idea of the egg hunt!

Here's what my bestie's McDreamy found:

Her doctor mentioned while being on Clomid, her body should be "popping out" lots of eggs each month, especially with the dosage that she is currently on. Although her body didn't mass-produce lots and lots this month, there were a few little somethings!

Praise the Lord! She has two small eggs on her right side and one large egg (the one you see above) on her left side. I am hoping that one of these little eggs is the beginning of either my son's future wife or best buddy...or both! :)

I know lots of you out there are prayer warriors, and if you are reading this, I am asking you to remember my very dear friend and her tiny little eggs these next few weeks. I know that my God, who both gives and takes away, can also move mountains. I also know that He has a plan for my sweet best friend, her husband, and for their family, but selfishly, I am praying that THIS is the month that the Lord would bring life to her womb...that God would wrap his almighty hands around these sweet little eggs and perform a miracle.

I'm believing in Him!

Baby Birdie's First Bath

2009-03-27T17:49:00.001-04:00

I was looking through some old pictures and ran across these from Rowe's very first bath. Our little baby bird. My, how he has grown AND changed!! I made my mom help me (and basically do it all) because I was so afraid of dropping him. I thought these were sweet. Enjoy!

Chocolate and Peanut Butter Perfection

2009-03-26T00:15:00.000-04:00

I. love. chocolate. and. peanut. butter.

Plain and simple.

That smooth and creamy combination doesn't get any better than the above Easter treat. I don't know about you all, but I anticipate their arrival with MUCH excitement every Spring.

These little delights are nothing but pure peanut butter and chocolate perfection. Reese's Easter eggs are so wonderful that they get their own candy blog. Don't believe me?! Click here to check it out. :)

Mouth watering yet? Hop to it! :) Reese's Easter egg season ends in 18 days!

Bathtime Blues

2009-03-25T09:55:00.000-04:00

I had high hopes for this post. I had the most adorable title and pictures ready in my mind - cute blue bath robe, big boy McCoy happy in his new bath ring, rubber duckies and all. Yeah, it didn't go down like that...

I bought Rowe a new accessory for bathtime. His little tub is just too small, and the sink is a danger zone. He throws his head back and barely dodges a head injury every time! So, I thought I would give a bath ring a try, and by looking at the pictures above, you can tell he is just not ready for it yet. I think little man needs to be sitting up on his own before I try this again. I didn't include any photos of his meltdown moments later or the terrifying shots of me trying to rinse his hair. It wasn't pretty!

So now I am looking for other bath ideas. Any suggestions would be appreciated!

Oh and by the way, I am happy to report that Rowe is FINALLY out of his bassinet! About time, right?! Knox and I worried we would be those parents on Supernanny that allowed their eight-year-old son to sleep in his bassinet to avoid any major temper tantrums. I am glad Jo doesn't have to come after us! :)

HOPEFULLY by six months, He'll be in his crib.

P.S. Is that thumbsucking I see?!?!

Hilton Head, We love you!

2009-03-21T14:01:00.000-04:00

Our little family just got back from our week-long getaway to Hilton Head, SC. Knox and I both love Hilton Head. It's a place that is very special to us and that holds many great memories. We spent our honeymoon there and have visited again and again with his family. This time we went back with my sister and her husband and had the most wonderful time. It was Rowe's first vacation and his first trip to the beach. I think he liked it, if not, he'll eventually have to. I could spend all my days stretched out under the sun with the sand between my toes!

Rowe was a trooper of a traveler! I was nervous at first, but he really surprised me and did great. It was pretty windy and chilly during the week (too cold to enjoy the beach), but it warmed up enough for us to finally get some pictures of us three. The trip was a much needed time of rest, relaxation, and lots of laughter. Here are some pictures. Enjoy!

4 Months!

2009-03-05T12:45:00.000-05:00

It's that time again! Baby Boy McCoy is one month older. Happy 4 months to you, Rowe! Above are some pictures of Rowe and his Naunie. He loves her!

About Rowe at 4 months: Mr. Personality. a little diaper rash. daddy's long eyelashes. "meat head" laugh. fancies his fingers and feet. still as nosey as ever. attempting to roll over. balding in the back. LOVES his bath. dagger fingernails. eating every 2 hours. nursing and formula. all about his Baby Einstein. STILL sleeping in bassinet. won't let daddy put to sleep. but laughs at daddy more than anyone else. strong and cute chubster legs. a passionate dislike for daytime naps. offended by the pack-in-play and crib. morning baby. gets hiccups from laughing (just like mommy). indifferent about passies. drooling always. adorable grin. snuggle bear. sweetest boy. kissable cheeks. GROWING. GROWING. GROWING.

He just gets better and better!

This month we are taking him to Hilton Head for his very first trip to the beach! Counting down the days...

A Dr. Seuss Kind Of Day

2009-03-02T15:02:00.000-05:00

Most days I love being at home with Rowe, but I do have a few days here and there where I really miss being in the classroom. I think about all the fun little things that used to make up my days: hilarious six year olds, smelly stickers, units, big books, centers... Now, my career includes being at home with funny boy McCoy...changing smelly diapers, reading to him, bathing, feeding, burping, wiping, dressing, cuddling, rocking, tickling, kissing, hugging, entertaining, and yes, even teaching...

As much as I do miss first grade, I wouldn't trade my current never ending job for anything in this world.

Unfortunately for Rowe though, I still feel the need to be that creative (and sometimes corny) first grade teacher. He is my own little version of a bulletin board (examples: Love Bug and Dino Baby), and I won't even begin to discuss what I am plotting and planning for Easter. :)

If I were back at Yates today, we would be celebrating Dr. Seuss. I love Dr. Seuss and all his books. My own personal favorite is Horton Hatches the Egg. It's a really great read!

I had surgery Friday and have been home resting and recovering this weekend and today. Rowe spent a majority of the time with my mom (a.k.a. Naunie) so I could get some sleep. He is back home, thank goodness. I really missed him. I am still not feeling quite like myself but am glad to spend today snuggling with Rowe. He is the best medicine there is. In celebration of Dr. Seuss, we took some time to read a few of the classics together and then snapped some pictures with Horton and Yertle the Turtle (in his Dr. Seuss onesie of course...thanks GiGi!!) I hope, one day, he loves these books of fun and rhymes as much as I do!

Pottery Barn Kids came out with the most adorable bedding a month or two ago, and it just so happens to be Dr. Seuss's Cat in the Hat inspired! I begged and begged my sweet hubby, and he finally let me order it this weekend. Love you, Knox! I think it was a sympathy gift, but I'll take it! :) I'm ridiculous, I know...Rowe turns four months this next week, and I am already ordering big boy bedding. I think you will all agree though...it's pretty stinkin' cute! Here is a picture:

We love you, Dr. Seuss!

God Thinks You're Wonderful!

2009-02-20T16:41:00.001-05:00

I am all about reading to Rowe and beginning his love for books at a very early age. This is the story we read together this morning, and it was the sweetest little book (and extremely powerful too). I think the pictures are definitely too small for Rowe to enjoy, but it's never too early to speak God's promises to and over your little ones. You'll see what I mean. Enjoy and be encouraged today. :)

God Thinks You're Wonderful! by Max Lucado

God is fond of you.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
If He had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.
He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning.
Whenever you want to talk, He'll listen.
He can live anywhere in the universe, and He chose your heart.
Face it, friend. He's crazy about you.

By the way, it may be difficult for you
to believe that God knows your name...
but He does.
Written on His hand.
Spoken by His mouth.
Whispered by His lips.
Your name.

I have written your name on my hand. Isaiah 49:16

Our hearts are not large enough
to contain the blessings that God wants to give.
So try this.
The next time a sunrise steals your breath...
or a meadow of flowers leaves you speechless...
remain that way.
Say nothing and listen as heaven whispers,
"Do you like it? I did it just for you."

So promise me you'll never forget...
that you aren't an accident
or an incident...
you are a gift to the world,
A divine work of art, signed by God.

You knit me together in my mother's womb. Psalm 139:13

You weren't mass-produced. You aren't an assembly-line product.
You were deliberately planned, specifically gifted,
and lovingly positioned on this earth by the Master Crafts-Man.
He thinks you are the best thing to come down the pike in quite a while.
Turn to the sidelines; that's God cheering your run.
Look past the finish line; that's God applauding your steps.

God is for you.
Had He a calendar, your birthday would be circled.
If He drove a car, your name would be on his bumper.
If there's a tree in heaven, He's carved your name in the bark.

Maybe you don't want to trouble God with your hurts.
But..."He cares about you." 1 Peter 5:7
He is waiting for you, to embrace you whether you succeed or fail.
Vagabonds and ragamuffins all, He saw us before we were born.
And He loves what He sees.

You have captured the heart of God.
He cannot bear to live without you.
God's dream is to make you right with Him.
And the path to the cross tells us exactly
how far God will go to call us back.

"You wonder how long my love will last?
Watch me speak your language, sleep on your earth,
and feel your hurts.
Find your answer on a splintered cross on a craggy hill.
That's how much I love you."

Let a tear appear on your cheek, and He is there to wipe it.
He has sent angels to care for you, His Holy Spirit to dwell in you,
His church to encourage you, and His word to guide you.

As much as you want to see Him, He wants to see you more.
If you want to touch God's heart, use the name He loves to hear.
Call him "Father."

He thinks you're wonderful!

Not Me! Monday

2009-02-19T14:58:00.000-05:00

Welcome to Not Me! Monday! This blog carnival was created by MckMama. You can head over to her blog to read what she and everyone else have not been doing this week.

Well to start things off, I did not do this post on Thursday when it should have been done on Monday. I do know how to follow directions ya know.

This week, I most certainly did not rush around like a maniac to get things cleaned up so my mother-in-law could stay with baby boy McCoy while I went to the doctor. Who would really want things perfect for the mother-in-law so she doesn't think you are a complete slob?! Glad I don't have that problem.

AND I am even more relieved that my son did not pee all over me and the freshly vacuumed carpet that was ready and waiting for her arrival on the day of her sitting. That would have been less than ideal...

Knox and I decided not to spend money on each other for Valentine's Day, (this really is true) and even though we already agreed upon not exchanging, there is no way that I did not secretly wish for and even expect a little something on the day of love. I was not mad at all when he did surprise me with a box of Reese's chocolate hearts. There is no way I would have said something like "You know I can't eat that. I am on a diet." and then scarfed down the entire box later that night. Soooo not something I would ever do!

I did find out however that I will be having a small surgery on Friday of next week due to some delivery complications, but did not think "Good, I won't eat much for a few days. Maybe I will lose some..." NOT ME...ever.

I have no dirty laundry to do this week, but if I did, there is no way that my bathtub would be used as a hamper. You can always count on me to be on top of that laundry!

Anyone out there have any embarrassing things that they did not do this week?:) Please do not make me feel better!

The Love Bug

2009-02-13T23:22:00.001-05:00

Happy Heart Day from Rowe!!

Nothing Like a Little Coco To Warm Your Heart

2009-02-13T07:16:00.000-05:00

Today, 23 years ago, I was two and a half years old, and my baby sister had just arrived into the world. My Dad was taking me to see her, and I had it predetermined in my mind that I was going to wear my velvet green Christmas dress (Keep in mind...it's February in Florida) to meet and greet her for the very first time. I knew then, nothing like a first impression, and that I had to look my very best for my little sister.

So today, Rowe's Aunt Coco turns 23! Happy Birthday, sister!

I am so blessed to have this woman in my life. Cara is absolutely GORGEOUS on the outside with a heart of gold on the inside that's even more beautiful. She is so fun to be around and to laugh with. (Oh the laughs we have shared!) She has a contagious smile and energy that brings immediate sunshine to any day or situation. She is the happiest and kindest person that I have ever met. She reminds me constantly (not with words but actions) to let things go and to love people more than they deserve.

I hope she knows how loved she is. People adore that sweet spirit (including myself) and aspire to have her same outlook on life. She is passionate for Christ, her husband, her family, and her friends. When you're with Cara, you are a better person because she brings that goodness out.

When I told my sister I was pregnant, I will remember and cherish her reaction more than anyone else's. She hugged me tight and cried true tears of happiness and joy with me. It was one of the sweetest moments of my life. Then, I wanted Cara in the delivery room when that baby boy arrived. My sister held my hand through the entire process and cheered me on every step of the way. She was my personal cheerleader, and I was encouraged because she was there by my side.

You can already tell that Rowe loves his Coco. He grins big for her and coos and squeals whenever she talks to him. I know she will always have a special place in his little heart.

When I think about the day she was born (Though I don't remember it) and my need as a toddler to look and be my best for my baby sister, I still feel that responsibility to be my best and to be that big sister that she respects and admires. Cara doesn't know though that she is the one that leads a life worthy of respect and admiration. She makes the big sister in me proud because of the lady of grace that she is today.

I love you, Coco. You are my blood and very best friend. YOU, my sunshine, warm my heart like no one else! Happy Birthday to you!!

Three Months Today!!

2009-02-05T10:34:00.001-05:00

A month flies by so fast...especially when you have a little one. Here are the things I am currently seeing from him:
- He holds that head up like a pro.
- Smiling, cooing, and giggling some too (Still waiting for that BIG laugh though)
- He is teething! (That explains some of the fussiness)
- Recognizing Daddy and Mommy more. He is overall a very happy and friendly baby, but you can tell he is starting to remember and prefer us.
- He still has all his hair, and it's getting lighter. I wonder if he will be blonde like Mommy and Daddy as toddlers?!
- He weighs 14 lbs. 5 oz. and is wearing 3-6 month clothing. Whoa!
- His new thing is sucking on his hand and sticking it so far back into his mouth that he gags. This drives me nuts!!

Here are some of my goals for this next month:
- Valentine's Day photo shoot (Be on the lookout for Rowe the Love Bug)
- Help him to master rolling over from tummy to back and back to tummy
- Begin his scrapbook
- Have him napping atleast upstairs in his crib (If not sleeping there through the night) I dread this one!
- Staying healthy - No more ear infections or colds if we can help it!

It's been fun! :)

I'm Just Bein' Honest

2009-02-04T12:26:00.000-05:00

Thanks Mama Faith!!

Here's how it goes:
#1: Choose 7 spectacular blogs that you can't live without and pass this on to them.
#2: Post the "chosen ones" on your blog in link form.
#3: List 10 honest things about yourself.

1. I am the world's worst at starting something - be it a book, project, diet, or workout schedule - and never following through with it.
2. I secretly like Britney Spears' music. There, I said it.
3. If I don't eat breakfast (preferably a bowl of cereal) in the morning, I am completely no good for the rest of the day. It's my morning must!
4. I think anyone that would deny an epidural during childbirth is sick in the head.
5. I hate to be touched when I sleep. Our king size bed has been our best investment yet.
6. I. spend. way. too. much. money.
7. If we ever start a movie at night, I always fall asleep. I really wish I could be more of a night owl.
8. I am addicted to Etsy.
9. I was convinced for a while during my pregnancy that my baby didn't have ears. True statement.
10. My husband is the most hilarious person I've ever met. And probably the best-lookin':)

Knox
Mom
GiGi
Steph
Candice
Jenny
Jenn B

Cupcakes Please

2009-02-02T11:51:00.000-05:00

I just started Weight Watcher's last week to help get rid of that last little bit of lingering pregnancy weight, and so far so good. Then, last night I spiraled out of self-control. We went over to Knox's parents' house to watch the SuperBowl, and there were way too many yummy goodies around just calling out my name. My sweet tooth gave in. I had some of Laura's frozen chocolate covered banana bites and several of Jody's peanut butter cookies. Yum!!! I can promise you that I went way over my points for the day!

Well, my longing for sweets is still hanging around today, and I am wanting cupcakes...yellow cupcakes with buttercream frosting. MMMmmmmm! I sound like such a fat kid! I thought that since I can't have any, my blog should! Don't they look scrumptious? :)

Just a Cutie in His Swing

2009-01-31T15:31:00.001-05:00

Here are just a few pictures of Rowe in his jungle jumpster. For now, it acts as more of a swing and great way to put him to sleep. He'll be bouncing up and down on those little legs before I know it!

I'm Fine Right Here, Thanks.

2009-01-31T14:43:00.000-05:00

Knox and I are dog people. We absolutely love them and would have lots if our property, time, and bank account allowed it. For now, we just have two: Ajax and Emma a.k.a The Maneater. Ajax is mainly an indoor dog, and Emma is proud to guard our house from the backyard. I'll be honest, Emma and I don't have the greatest relationship, and she can't handle the indoors...so outside she stays. Sorry Emma. Jax is the prince that thrives inside and was basically our child...until little boy McCoy arrived.

Bless his heart. He was terrified of Rowe at first. His tail was always tucked, and when Rowe cried, he would hide in any available closet. This baby has made him a nervous wreck!

I think he is slowly adjusting though and realizing that Rowe is here to stay. These two will eventually be the best of buds...especially when Rowe can aid in providing food for Ajax and be a partner in crime. I can only imagine the mischief that these two will be in together!

But for now he keeps his distance.

Something Brand New

2009-01-29T08:43:00.000-05:00

"Be alert, be present. I'm about to do something brand new. It's bursting out! Don't you see it?" Isaiah 43:19 (The Message)

I started Beth Moore's Esther study about a week ago, and this is our key verse for the next several weeks.

I am ready for something "brand new" to happen in many different areas of my life - my spiritual walk with the Lord especially, my marriage, my relationships, my attitude, and the words I speak.

The Lord has really shown me that I am putting my all into being a mommy so much so that I've put the other roles on hold for awhile. Everything else has just taken the back seat. Just as much as God wants me to pour into this little life that He has blessed me with, He desires the same kind of energies, if not more so, to be invested in Him. I can't forget that before I was a wife, a mom, a friend even, that God called me His. He wants to be my immediate thought in the morning and the last when I lay my head to rest. He deserves that of me!

God doesn't want me to forget the other things either. He wants me to be a woman of balance, and I really believe that the "brand new" somethings that I am just begging Him to do can't happen without my commitment. There has to be some efforts on my side of the fence. I tell ya...I've got some seeking and obeying to do before those changes in my life can happen. I think God wants to see me want it and to work for it.

So here I am...ready for something new...ready to fall in love with my Lord all over again, ready to be a wife with a true servant's heart, ready to be a mommy that lives a life worth respecting, ready to be a family member and friend that listens and loves more than ever, ready to be a positive person that speaks only uplifting and encouraging words.

Lord, I am present and ready for you to do something brand new.

Our Baby Dinosaur a.k.a Rowe-asaurus Rex

2009-01-21T15:15:00.000-05:00

Hibernation Time with Rowe Bear

2009-01-19T09:24:00.000-05:00

I am happy to report that Rowe is officially sleeping through the night! (For now anyways)

He is starting to remind me of his Daddy in so many ways, and his sleeping style is an exact replica. Just like Dad, Rowe rests sound like a bear. Knox is not one to snore (praise God), but he does talk a lot in his sleep. Rowe too says much with his grunts all throughout the night. My floor fan is a huge blessing! I even think both prefer a dark and cold cave-like room to sleep in. Oh man!

Rowe is still sleeping in our bedroom in his little bassinet, and I am not anywhere near ready to move him to his nursery. That time will come soon enough. Dr. Crabtree encourages that the sooner he moves to his crib the better. I just can't do it yet. Upstairs seems so far away. So for now, he lays right next to Mommy, and even though he is sleeping, I can't help but check on him constantly all night long.

My mom told me that your sleep is never the same once you have children, and I believe truer words have never been spoken, but I'll take the broken sleep any day over not having Rowe close by.

The Shot Monster

2009-01-16T08:13:00.000-05:00

Monday, we took Rowe for his two month check up, and we also received a visit from the evil shot monster. Now, before I was a mommy, I would always hear other moms talk about how terrible it is to watch your child get a shot. I would hear about moms crying and think "Seriously?!" I am really bad about sometimes having that "Come on, get over it" attitude, and I think I had it about this...until Rowe came along.

We started his Dr. visit by stripping him down to his frisky diaper. He is happy when naked, and so I am sure he was thrilled by the morning's events so far. He was then weighed, (13 lbs. 3 oz. WOW!) measured, (almost 24 inches long!) and then Dr. Crabtree came in. We talked eating/sleeping habits, and Knox and I asked lots of questions. I am sure doctors love the first-time parents!

Then Dr. Crabtree said, "This is a big visit, guys. It's time for his second month immunizations." Oh man. I remembered the horror (more on my part) when I watched him receive his shots as a newborn. They didn't seem to bother Rowe much, and I hoped this time wouldn't be any different.

I'll be honest. All the "Don't vaccinate your child!" mommies have freaked me out a little bit (although not immunizing scares me more), and so Knox and I have decided to settle somewhere in the middle. We are going to try and really space his shots out. All that's in those needles now-a-days seem like a lot for such little bodies, but I believe in Dr. Crabtree and when he says it needs to be done. So onward we went...

The nurse came through the door in slow motion. I scowled at her with mother hen feathers a flairin'. Can you hear the western show down music in the background? Rowe throws his small fist in the air. I imagine a "WHY I OUGHTA" mounting in his can't-verbalize-it-yet little mouth. Oh but then his message is loud and clear...

The nurse stuck him just once, but boy, was that more than enough. He screamed...a scream of pain and extreme anger all balled into one. I had to look away, and yes, little tears glazed over my eyes. It was so sad. He never calmed after this one. In fact, I spent most of the afternoon trying to soothe a really agitated little man. I am sure the fever and sore leg that accompanied his rage didn't help. I despise the shot monster.

Call me dramatic, but there is nothing more awful than watching someone hurt your baby, and this was even pain that needed to happen in order to be preventative and to guard him from lots of scary and terrible sicknesses. I dread the day that he comes home with a broken heart or a wounded little spirit from someone that meant him harm. Talk about momma hen feathers flying then!!

We go back in another two weeks for the second dosage. Poor little guy...

Two Months Old Today!!

2009-01-05T22:30:00.001-05:00

I completely copied this photo idea from another creative mommy. It was just too cute to pass up!

Rowe is two months old today! I am trying hard to make note of all the monthly milestones. He is cooing and smiling lots right now, and NOTHING melts a mommy's heart more. It seems that he has also discovered his hands. One is either in his mouth or grabbing on to my long hair. It might be time for a shorter mommy-do soon!

Our little guy has acquired lots of little nicknames, but our favorite is "Nosey Rowesy." He has quite the staring problem and is always checking out something. For some reason he finds the ceilings absolutely fascinating and is constantly looking up. I imagine he is judging light fixtures or eyeballing the moving fans.

He is also settling into a little bit more of a sleeping and eating schedule, which is wonderful, and I too am finding my own day-to-day mommy routines. We are really adjusting to things around the McCoy household. I count my blessings daily that Rowe is such a good and laid back baby.

Rowe's Aunt GiGi came in town this weekend, and I had to have her jump in his picture. It was so good to see her, and she brought me a beautiful locket with Rowe's initials on it and then lots of love for her little nephew. We love her!

Anyways, I am looking forward to seeing what comes about this next month. Rowe is growing and changing so much!

Closing the Book on '08

2008-12-30T06:33:00.000-05:00

Time is a busy thing really. It slips and ticks away and just passes you by.

So, at 6:45 a.m. on this Tuesday morning, I am forcing myself to stop. To just be still. To ignore time for just a second. To be thankful. To look back. To feel blessed. It's been the most wonderful year.

This time last year, Knox and I were sick with that baby fever. It's quite contagious you know. On March the 8th, after a week at home with the flu, I found out I was expecting. We were soaring...

The next day my best friend was traveling through Cleveland and came in with her hubby to visit. I told her my news, and hours later, she called and told me hers. She too was expecting. Talk about joy! We would deliver days apart.

In early April, she called me with the most devastating news. My best friend had lost yet another baby. I packed my things and rushed to Alabama to be by her side. We spent the weekend crying together and mourning her second loss. Not a day goes by that I don't pray for God's peace and perfect timing in her life. Time heals wounds too, and although I don't know that each day gets easier, I know each day she is a little bit stronger.

In April, Knox ran a half-marathon (13 miles!!) in Nashville. I was so proud of him. I'll admit that when he signed up for it, I didn't think he would actually do it. He proved me way wrong. If I have learned anything about him this year, it's that he always follows through. What an example to look after!

In May, I finished my second year of teaching the Mighty Munchkins. I had the most wonderful class with students I still miss.

June...it's a boy. I knew all along. We were flying high yet again. I immediately started his nursery and painted it a nice light blue. I didn't know then how well blue suits him.

July was a big month for us. Laura (Knox's sister) and her husband Jeff, welcomed the most beautiful baby girl, Lorelai Elizabeth, into the world. When I say she is the most beautiful baby, it is no lie. Lorelai is a gorgeous little doll with these big chocolate eyes and the happiest little smile. William Ryan, Laura and Jeff's oldest, became a big brother. Will, like his sister, has the most wonderful smile and the happiest little laugh. He is and will always be the life of the party. I am absolutely nuts about these two.

In July, Knox and I also celebrated four years of marriage. He is my home. My hero. My heart. I love him more and more every day. I had no idea when I married him what a truly wonderful father he would be. Knox is a great man that will raise an even greater son.

Fall came quickly. I headed back to school with an extremely large belly and made preparations for a maternity leave. October 31st would be my last day.

2008 was also the year of weddings. Two of my closest and dearest friends tied the knot.

September and October brought about lots of baby showers.

November 5th...He's here. Dr. Childs induced me at 38 and a half weeks. My Hampton "Rowe" was going to be a big one. Twenty-three hours later, at 8 lbs. 3 oz. and 21 and a half inches long, he made his way into the world. He had this beautiful head of dark hair and looked just like his Daddy. It was instantaneous love...love like I have never in my whole life known. My cup runneth over...and it still does every day.

Now today...December 30th...with my husband to my left, my baby boy to my right, and dear family and friends behind me, I can't help but feel blessed. The Lord has given me so much. 2008 has been a year full of all the different emotions we go through...and all the different emotions I expect to go through in the following year.

In the beginning of this post I stopped time, and now, for 2009, I refuse to let it just pass me by or to let it slip away. I want to live every moment as though it's my last. To enjoy the good. Learn from the bad. Grow where I'm planted. Focus on the positive. Forget the rest. Cheers to you 2009. You'll be the most wonderful year.

Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas!

2008-12-24T09:12:00.000-05:00

Happy Birthday R.K.!!

2008-12-21T03:51:00.000-05:00

Knox turns the big 2-6 today! I don't feel like we should be here yet. It seems like just yesterday we were celebrating his 18th birthday together. Well, okay honestly 18 seems forever ago. But 26 is not that far from 30, and that has to be an impossibility!

Last night we had a prebirthday bash just the three of us. I slaved and slaved for hours over his favorite birthday dinner. Oh, I think we all know that's not true! (I picked up Outback.:)) Then Knox blew out the candles on his mini "Happy Bearthday!" cookie cake.

It's wild to think that from this point forward we will no longer celebrate our birthdays as just Knox and Ashley. I would venture to say that being a daddy makes his day extra special. I know it makes the holiday season that much more meaningful to me.

Anyways, today Randall Knox we celebrate Y-O-U! I hope you know how much you mean to me and to your baby boy. We look forward to spending many more birthdays with you. H.R. and I are just nuts about you. Enjoy YOUR day!

Smile Marker

2008-12-12T13:34:00.000-05:00

I have officially jumped on the blogging band wagon.

I don't know that I will have great and wonderful things to say, but I do love the idea of keeping an online scrapbook of my day-to-day happenings and journey through this crazy little thing called mommyhood. It's been a ride so far. Here's to all that I've learned and hope to learn as I travel the road of being a parent with my life's love/best friend. Be patient with us, Rowe.

Hampton "Rowe" is officially five weeks and two days old today. I can't believe it. Apparently five weeks is the mile marker for big smiles, and believe me, I have been doing everything to see that happy expression on my little man's face. Instead...Rowe just stares.

I have tried all the silly songs and insane faces, and yet, still nothing. My mom and husband both say Rowe has grinned big for them. I say LIES. Everyone smiles after a good meal or large bowel movement, right?

My theory is that Rowe is saving all his smiles for his momma. And so I wait for the day that Rowe's little face lights up and says "Mommy, you are so funny." I will keep you all posted...